Holidaysss

will be going to redang in 11 days time... yea... my first trip in my life and i'm so long forward for it la.. although only 4 days, but still make me so excited... but the bad think is i'm down with very bad cough.. 1 week plus le, but now its on recovery le.. hopefully before the trip i'll fully recover ba.
i'm having holidays now... my final holidays before i step into the working world and the next time i enter the ward, i'll working as a staff nurse le. no longer a student nurse.. wow...

yesterday went for TTSH interview.. everything went by smoothly. should be able to get the job... but i'm still scare.. will i be able to do a good job? will i be a good nurse? i dont know. anyway, hopefully i can go back to ward 7c ba..

cold storage is giving me lesser schedule.. so many ppl on hoildays now... xianyan, pujin, susanti... and me... wah.. so naturally me schedule is lesser lor. i want to give yoshi but then their pay is pathetic. most likely will find a job when i come back from holiday ba. wendy ask me go back mussels guys at vivo. but then should i? the place that bring so much of saddness. does it worth going back there to work?
shall think abt it when i come back ba...

finally come to the end.

so fast 3 years of poly student life is gone. suffering is over... haha... thinking back, for these 3 years i should say what i gain the most is getting to know this particular group of friends.... doing project together... making my poly life so colourful.
i should say thanks so much... whenever i'm feeling down u all will be there for me to cheer me up. i throw temper at u all, but u all will never get angry with me. haha... now thinking back, those memories are sweet and bitter.. thanks for being there for me... thanks for tahaning all my nonsense sometimes(i should say is most of the time ba) haha... really hope that even after grad, we can come out together...

MOoD sWinGGGG

all i want now is someone to chat with me. i just feel so irritated. so frustrated. yet....
i should say i'm very very disappointed with you. am i the one who had change? change to be more sensitive? i don't know.

you may not be reading this, you maybe reading this,. but i dun care. i need a spaces to vent it all out. i keep telling myself its not your fault. its me who is too sensitive and demanding for your time. but i realise i'm wrong. feel so so irritated by you now.

when friends need others, others will be there. but when others need friends, will they be there? i doubt so.............. i

yeahhh... tomorrow my last day in ED.. part 1 of my nightmare is over. part 2 will be coming next week. haizzzzz... operation threatre. streSS again... i think it will be colder then ED ba..... hope everything will goes well smoothly....

chinese new year had just pass. all i can say is this is a tiring and hard work year... since eve of new year eve till the second day of new year, i had been working non stop... i should say till now i still havent got a one day off ba... haha... i choose not to... why should i.... no work no $$ leh.... haha...

got to go to sleep le.. tomorrow moving half of my things to my sixth aunt house... yeah.. i'm moving again.... moving to bukit panjang.... and I"M GOING FOR A HOLIDAY THIS MARCH.... I"M SO LOOKING FORWARD FOR IT...... GOODNIGHT