Realize I really lost Sinyee as a friend.. Didn't expect 15years friendship is so fragile..
Dec promotion is out.. Well.. Fated not to get promoted in 2014.. No matter how hard I work.. No matter how much time and effort I put in.. Requested day off all not approve.. Tire and sick still crawl to work.. What's the point? Only end with disappointment..
When voice out to that cat... He take it as small issue.. Yes it's small issue.. But he duno how much that mean to me.. Since last day of 2014 till now, no words from him... TO HIM, WHO AM I????
2015....
Meet a guy online... Sounds good but phobia stopped me from moving on..
He came back... Ya... P came back to look for me.. Met him last night.. I realize he had changed a lot a lot a lot.. Feels like a stranger to me now...
2015, will it be a nice year? Or will it be same as last few years being cruel to me???
