disappeared in march.. was really busy recently until i dun even have time to sleep....
arghhh... i'm a student le... good and bad...
decided to take up degree course... secretly.. actually wanted to let my family knows de but end up.... parent asking for monthly allowance when they got to know that i going for further studies.. irritaed.. they think that i have $$ to go study so sure have to give them.. they think my sch fee cheap meh... haiz..so i told them i not gg to study le. decide to put brace instead.. good think is they believe lah...
so now financially consider really tight.. or rather very tight... every 4 month got to pay sch fee... $3900.. every month got to pay dental $160+ for braces, monthly rental cum phone bill cum internet around $200.. credit card bills haiz.. $500++
so thought of temporary stopping cold storage while studying.. but now i think cannot le.. got to have a very good time plan for both my studies and work...
assignment is my biggest headache now... sociocultural... omg.. what has nursing got to do with that sia... haizz 1800 words due next week... today tried to do end up doze off halfway,... ward 7 calls wake me up... asking me to do night shift today.. lucky.. tmr got one day off.... tmr going out with cat... after that hope i can concentrate to do my assignment ba..
recently can feel that the distance between cat and me is nearer.. going out every week, and we are going genting in july!!... looking forward... but before that i must settle my exam first...
before sch start i'm so confident that i can concentrate in studies.. but now.... i realize it's really not that easy... feel so shag everyday...
how then can i get over this 16months?? i need this degree i know... i need this cert for a better sercure of my job.. i want to stand more firm.. but it seems really tough...
i had left 7c for 3 months le... adapting well in this current ward.. getting along well with the staff here.. hopefully things will remains this way ba...
my birthday passsed by quietly... 24 this year le... so fast... left hse 6 years, independent 3 years.. sometimes thinking back, i'm actually quite tire of being strong... i seems to be strong in the surface.. but inside me, i feel so lost.. da gu now has little cute Earnest need to take care... contact me also lesser le.. but little Earnest is really cute, really clever... but with him, whenever i'm lost i tend to contact her lesser cos she also having problem with taking care of him and getting along with caifong.. telling her my problem i scare i'll stress her more... so now got to either swallow it if not look for si gugu...
r/s with my elder sister also closer recently.... surprisely right.. nv expected it but due to some reason, we get much closer now...
i miss da gugu. si gugu, san gugu and sixth aunt....
