Friday, October 29, 2010
V&C course
or ya, something to be happy about... i'm going venipuncture and cannulation course liao:) after much much much insisting, my ward sister finally slot me into one of the day liao... wahahaha... 3dec i;m going for the course..... 3 dec... reminds me of one of my grandma (my closest uncle's mother) death anniversary... 1997 till now.... i can still rmb how she dote me even i'm not her real granddaughter... i can still rmb how she is abuse by her own son(my uncle elder brother) i can never forget how she is being lock in the house with no gas to cook and my aunt has to buy food for her... she cant even get out of the house cause the gate is lock... although that son had passed away, but i'll never forgive him for abusing elderly.. and that son last day of funeral is my birthday a few years back..... time can wash away hatred... but in this case, it just seems hard to forget..... it will just reminds in my heart.... maybe because i'm too young at that time and appreciate this grandmother alot ba....
the power of song....
listening to one song just now.... somehow a few drop of tears flow down...... lyrics very true...
在愛裡連真心都不能給 這才真正的可笑
well, the status i'm in now is just a status.... true fact is its just like being single.... freedom is what i get.... no more reporting, lesser sms.... peaceful life... the sad period s over le.... the holding on period is over le.... today u came cs... my mind seems more calm le... no more sadness. no more feeling of wanting to cry.... instead i feel like ending it totally.... and i know something for sure... i will not cry like what i did last time... how funny it is.... ur mum came in the morning and then u know that i'm working and u came in the night.... i already never tell u where i'm working and where i'm working.. but how come u know? so many other time i work and nv saw u, yet how come today so qiao, saw ur mum, and u came in the evening??? ur mum also seems like wanting to ask me something in the morning and i accidentally cut it off.... what is it? and u came in the evening, just saw me and walk off...we seems like stranger now..... further and further we are drifting... maybe ending it dun even need to say ba.....
now i'm just living a peaceful life... (touch wood first) quite smooth also:P haha... both work seems like going quite well except for occasionally fu..ing customer and patient:)
life going round with working working and video and my aunts:)
next week will be slightly more busy with EOL(end of life) course, ade chalet and xinyi kite flying... the bad part is chalet and kite flying timing crush a bit... haiz... shall see how first...
after next week, i'll be free:) after next week i'll be re-bonding my hair, then cs few days full shift, then cs D&D:)
haha... and i'm getting night shift super often this few weeks... every week i have night... cool.... although a bit tire but thinking of the money (i dun mind actually:P) haha... jia you ba.. shuwan... i can do it de.. wahahah
anyway, to a friend-> thanks
在愛裡連真心都不能給 這才真正的可笑
well, the status i'm in now is just a status.... true fact is its just like being single.... freedom is what i get.... no more reporting, lesser sms.... peaceful life... the sad period s over le.... the holding on period is over le.... today u came cs... my mind seems more calm le... no more sadness. no more feeling of wanting to cry.... instead i feel like ending it totally.... and i know something for sure... i will not cry like what i did last time... how funny it is.... ur mum came in the morning and then u know that i'm working and u came in the night.... i already never tell u where i'm working and where i'm working.. but how come u know? so many other time i work and nv saw u, yet how come today so qiao, saw ur mum, and u came in the evening??? ur mum also seems like wanting to ask me something in the morning and i accidentally cut it off.... what is it? and u came in the evening, just saw me and walk off...we seems like stranger now..... further and further we are drifting... maybe ending it dun even need to say ba.....
now i'm just living a peaceful life... (touch wood first) quite smooth also:P haha... both work seems like going quite well except for occasionally fu..ing customer and patient:)
life going round with working working and video and my aunts:)
next week will be slightly more busy with EOL(end of life) course, ade chalet and xinyi kite flying... the bad part is chalet and kite flying timing crush a bit... haiz... shall see how first...
after next week, i'll be free:) after next week i'll be re-bonding my hair, then cs few days full shift, then cs D&D:)
haha... and i'm getting night shift super often this few weeks... every week i have night... cool.... although a bit tire but thinking of the money (i dun mind actually:P) haha... jia you ba.. shuwan... i can do it de.. wahahah
anyway, to a friend-> thanks
Saturday, October 23, 2010
just a thought of mine:P
my current location now typing this post is at my ward.... the ward i'm working in... looking after those "monkey" that will climb out of their beds....
so many things going on.. i'm so busy recently.... attending the ce training in the evening, morning working in cs... and there goes my 3 days off days... today back to work le...
back pain cum shoulder pain... am i getting older??? no more energy like last time... 1 full shift in cs is really killing me...
but i need the money... i need to save for my oversea studies 2 years later... determine. a 1 year study in perth to obtain my degree cert....
maybe i dun even have 2 years to save... maybe only 1 and a half year only... but no matter what, this time i'm determine to leave.
previously given the chance yet i refuse to go... now, i need to work hard to go.... weird me... maybe i realise that no point feeling bu she de.... no point staying behind for friends and work... they come and go... who will stay will stay... just like wingting, even she went oversea to study, whenever she is back, me and sinyee and her still can meet up and had endless chat... 12 years friendship... it can really last... no need to be physically around. jus like jia... we work tgt for 1 year? maybe even lesser then that... after she left till now, we are still as close....
if a friendship is meant to last, it will really last...
if a friendship that is fragile, no matter how hard one try, it will goes as the time passes by.....
no matter how one wish to salvage that friendship, it will not be back if it meant to leave.....
no need extra effort... no need frequent meet up... this is what i learnt from sinyee wing and jia:)
if a friendship is meant to last, it will really last...
if a friendship that is fragile, no matter how hard one try, it will goes as the time passes by.....
no matter how one wish to salvage that friendship, it will not be back if it meant to leave.....
no need extra effort... no need frequent meet up... this is what i learnt from sinyee wing and jia:)
Saturday, October 16, 2010
wondering
i also never eat bao today... but i 'bao' one case..... today's case is quite different from the previous few case that i pack.... although death is expected within a few days for this patient, i see how their family family react when the news is announce to them... breaking down... seeing body over and over again.... life is unpredictable and even those that are sort of expected de, it is hard for them to accept....
anyway, that's work....
wondering what's in your mind...
what are u thinking?? ur action give me a lot of question marks...
even if the question is unsolved, i'm still very contented with what was given to me....
thanks.....
anyway, that's work....
wondering what's in your mind...
what are u thinking?? ur action give me a lot of question marks...
even if the question is unsolved, i'm still very contented with what was given to me....
thanks.....
Saturday, October 9, 2010
arghhh... tire
now is already 3am.... later working at 7am... dun dare to sleep... scare over slept.... arghhhh.... so tiring... 10 days straight work... its killing me.... upside down... back ache like no body business... anyway, he is back from reservist liao... is it a good news????
one more thing.... cat in thailand finally reply my e mail le... at least i know that he is safe.....
this 2 weeks had turn me back into more independence le.... stronger too:) but also with alot of regrets.......
life shall move on the same as it is now...... be it good or bad, i'll not drop anymore tears....
i'll be strong and life goes on.....
before sentencing death to someone, really appreciate if u can let the criminal know what crime they make....
one more thing.... cat in thailand finally reply my e mail le... at least i know that he is safe.....
this 2 weeks had turn me back into more independence le.... stronger too:) but also with alot of regrets.......
life shall move on the same as it is now...... be it good or bad, i'll not drop anymore tears....
i'll be strong and life goes on.....
before sentencing death to someone, really appreciate if u can let the criminal know what crime they make....
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
so tempted
SO TEMPTED TO GET MY IPHONE 4 BY THIS WEEK.... but only the black ones is available.... i wanted the white one...... should i wait???
working aimlessly.... so lack of motivation....
thanks to my ward managers who know i can't make it in am shift.... i only had 2 morning shift out of 2 weeks.... heehee....and i already make the request to off every friday.... and granted... hohoho.... at least for schedule and roster problem, its more or less settled liao...:)
was having the idea of moving out of hougang.... found a room in AMK... but ended up, its already rented out.. arghhh... zhao jiejie, y u rent out so fast de.... slow by 1 week.... never mind... i'll continue to look for room in AMK, Toa Payoh, or YCK area... at least its nearer to novena..... bishan??? if i'm lucky enough ba.....
cat is away now... he went to thailand for his ns.... jia you wor.... pray hard that he will be back safe and sound.... so dangerous there now..... anyway, he is a lucky cat... so everything will always goes well for him de:) jia you wor... my good friend:)
working aimlessly.... so lack of motivation....
thanks to my ward managers who know i can't make it in am shift.... i only had 2 morning shift out of 2 weeks.... heehee....and i already make the request to off every friday.... and granted... hohoho.... at least for schedule and roster problem, its more or less settled liao...:)
was having the idea of moving out of hougang.... found a room in AMK... but ended up, its already rented out.. arghhh... zhao jiejie, y u rent out so fast de.... slow by 1 week.... never mind... i'll continue to look for room in AMK, Toa Payoh, or YCK area... at least its nearer to novena..... bishan??? if i'm lucky enough ba.....
cat is away now... he went to thailand for his ns.... jia you wor.... pray hard that he will be back safe and sound.... so dangerous there now..... anyway, he is a lucky cat... so everything will always goes well for him de:) jia you wor... my good friend:)
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
moving on......
finally can go back to cs and work le... so happy.... now my seems back to normal.... although it seems normal, but i know there is something missing... well.... it'll soon be forgotten de ba:)..............
working working working is my priority..... any other things i'll just let it come and goes by itself.... no point insisting if its just one sided.....
he will be back this weekend... yah..... but i'll be busy working both days.... both day working both side..... hmmm.... i think he will be angry again like last week ba..... hmmmmm.... i shall see how first.... hopefully i will be able to apply for leave that day at least morning can pei him ba:P
my license is sort of secured......... but if anything happen to the patient, then most likely it will only be a sentinel event and/or coroners' case only..... but the phobia is still there... nightmares, phobia, stress.... all of this is what i'm facing right now..... hopefully i'll get over it soon and stand up again ba.....
just a message for you... i'll follow your wish... i'll not call or look for you anymore... but i just hope u can promise me something.... if u need a listening ears, i'm always 24/7 available.... hopefully u will see this message... and all the best in your studies:) when u finish the module POA, just leave that books in cs ba. PLS DUN MISUNDERSTAND, its just that these books mean alot to me... and i really hope those will help you in your studies first... jia you wor................
working working working is my priority..... any other things i'll just let it come and goes by itself.... no point insisting if its just one sided.....
he will be back this weekend... yah..... but i'll be busy working both days.... both day working both side..... hmmm.... i think he will be angry again like last week ba..... hmmmmm.... i shall see how first.... hopefully i will be able to apply for leave that day at least morning can pei him ba:P
my license is sort of secured......... but if anything happen to the patient, then most likely it will only be a sentinel event and/or coroners' case only..... but the phobia is still there... nightmares, phobia, stress.... all of this is what i'm facing right now..... hopefully i'll get over it soon and stand up again ba.....
just a message for you... i'll follow your wish... i'll not call or look for you anymore... but i just hope u can promise me something.... if u need a listening ears, i'm always 24/7 available.... hopefully u will see this message... and all the best in your studies:) when u finish the module POA, just leave that books in cs ba. PLS DUN MISUNDERSTAND, its just that these books mean alot to me... and i really hope those will help you in your studies first... jia you wor................
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