Again 4 months

Haha... Seems like nowadays my post here is 4 monthly le.. Hahahahaha.. Last time is daily.. Then become weekly.. Then monthly... Now?? 4 monthly!!! Hahaha..

Well really very busy recently.. Getting use to life having a boyfriend le. But still... 24 hours a day is not enough!!!!

Pig head is gone for 2 years plus le.. This is his 3rd bday he is not around.. Kinda of miss him.. Wonder if he still can rmb me and how is he doing.. Sound crazy but still can't help but to miss him.. 

As for the cat.. Celebrate his bday in batam... Surprisingly my boyfriend allows me to go on solo trip with cat. Of course never do anything that betray my boyfriend la... But really glad that my boyfriend trust me so much.. 

My feelings??? Kinda of mixed... But duno to start saying from where... Cat knows abt me having a boyfriend le.. A little weird telling him. But.. Well I think after so many years... I should move on le ba... 

Attached liao lo

Yup... After not writing blog for so long..... Finally have the 'time' to write again. As the post title written, yes, I'm attached.. Unexpected, but willing accepted this relationship. Not only because he is nice to me, he is also very honest to me. He told me about his darkest past. Duno should I be happy or should I be upset.. I agreed to be his gf. Although till now still very sweet in the relationship, but the longer I'm with him, more if his past is becoming the burden in our relationship. Coming into second month in 2 days time... I Duno if I took the correct path. But I know, this is the path I choose. So no matter how tough it's gg to be or what's the result going to be, I'll face it.  And the saddest thing is my bf is not the cat. Yes, I had given up. I had face the fact, face the reality. What was not meant to be, no matter how many years later, there won't be a result.. 

2015.... Hi....

2014 ended with loneliness n sadness.. That's also the way I started 2015... 

Realize I really lost Sinyee as a friend.. Didn't expect 15years friendship is so fragile.. 

Dec promotion is out.. Well.. Fated not to get promoted in 2014.. No matter how hard I work.. No matter how much time and effort I put in.. Requested day off all not approve.. Tire and sick still crawl to work.. What's the point? Only end with disappointment.. 

When voice out to that cat... He take it as small issue.. Yes it's small issue.. But he duno how much that mean to me.. Since last day of 2014 till now, no words from him... TO HIM, WHO AM I????

2015.... 

Meet a guy online... Sounds good but phobia stopped me from moving on.. 

He came back... Ya... P came back to look for me.. Met him last night.. I realize he had changed a lot a lot a lot.. Feels like a stranger to me now... 

2015, will it be a nice year? Or will it be same as last few years being cruel to me???