So stress up.. Studies studies and studies. Exams coming in less then a month time but I totally have no mood to revise. Sociocultural... I dun even know to start revising from where. Bioscience.. I lost my confident..
Sometime I just felt that I'm so weak. People might say I'm strong able to handle 2 jobs and 1 studies. But to me, I'm just so weak. I can't manage at all. I feel like giving up everything. Why must I b working so hard? Why other people can enjoy studying with parent sponsor yet I got to study secretly?
Other parents are proud that their child taking degree.. But my parents? All they know is asking me to treat for birthday, treat for mothers' day. Have they think of how I struggle with my life?
My aunt putting high high hopes on me. But how much does they know what I'm gg thru?
Why cant I be like any other girls at my age, enjoy working or studying? Why must I have to face all this rubbish.
I tried so hard to please everyone. But who ever try to understand me?
Saturday, May 19, 2012
Upset
I'm also a human. I also know what is jealous. Dont always think that I'm the only one at fault and you have done nothing wrong. How many chances I gave you. How many times u disappoint me? Again and again and again. Now turn back, all my fault again.
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