omg... after hk trip, had my first night ytd... disaster.... 3 admission at one go.... busy...
reach home helped my friend buy a F1 ticket, then started downloading some songs... some songs that can make me really emotional... yup... broke down in front of my lappy... thinking of you.. more then 3 sms without your reply.. seriously duno what happen... if it is because of that day, i already apologize to you le.. and its more then 1 week le... after that u also got reply ar... so cannot be that day le... but what is it then? i really wish to know...
i realize that every song hat i listen now reminds me of you... those songs that we went k to sing.... so last night i didn't listen to any music because i dun dare to listen afraid that i'll cry... today decide to download new songs... ended up i break down... why every song just remind me of you...
i miss you....
till when then you will reply me?
will i be able to celebrate your birthday as promised?
will i have the chance to still go uss with you?
will i still get to go sing k with you?
when can i get a sms from you?
i'm sorry......
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
long updates
unknowingly i had not being updating my blogs for 2 months le...
this 2 months so happy yet so disheartening,
cat seems to get closer yet now seems to be further...
went out almost every week... but...
went to watch jump tgt... sing k tgt... watch harry potter tgt... i thought i'll stand a higher chance...
but it doesn't seems like the way i thought. we now seem drifting further... upset by him badly... disappointed... cried... and i think after his bday, i shall put a full stop to it. maybe i'm not the gal he is looking for ba....he said he shall try to disappear for a month in october from me.. well... i guess i shall grant his wish ba... i shall not disturb him, irritates him and i shall give him the peace he wants...
so many years le.. and i can't blame him too what... it has always being one sided..... maybe time is up.... it's time to move on.. after his birthday...
went to hk last friday till tuesday morning... the trip is more on sight seeing rather then shopping... but still its fun... during this trip, think alot.. sometime, being alone might be even better.. cried so much... laugh so much.... play so much...
conclusion is i'm sure i wan to go back hk today... this time round for shopping.. and i also wants to go taiwan... and bangkok too....
this 2 months so happy yet so disheartening,
cat seems to get closer yet now seems to be further...
went out almost every week... but...
went to watch jump tgt... sing k tgt... watch harry potter tgt... i thought i'll stand a higher chance...
but it doesn't seems like the way i thought. we now seem drifting further... upset by him badly... disappointed... cried... and i think after his bday, i shall put a full stop to it. maybe i'm not the gal he is looking for ba....he said he shall try to disappear for a month in october from me.. well... i guess i shall grant his wish ba... i shall not disturb him, irritates him and i shall give him the peace he wants...
so many years le.. and i can't blame him too what... it has always being one sided..... maybe time is up.... it's time to move on.. after his birthday...
went to hk last friday till tuesday morning... the trip is more on sight seeing rather then shopping... but still its fun... during this trip, think alot.. sometime, being alone might be even better.. cried so much... laugh so much.... play so much...
conclusion is i'm sure i wan to go back hk today... this time round for shopping.. and i also wants to go taiwan... and bangkok too....
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