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wow... so fast, had being back from redang 3 weeks le... so busy working recently . yoshinoya and cold storage..... john had left yoshinoya le.... roger had left cold storage kovan becoming 01 at eastwood...

had being real busy handling 2 job at the same time. today us my OFFDAY... this week decide not to work yoshi... really tiring and i find that i dun help much lor. my productivity level compare to last time is much much lower and really no point working lor. so ya, take a break this week.

i'll be going australia on the 29apr-9may. so worry that i might miss esther birthday celebration...
i wonder, i had wanted to go Melbourne so much when i was secondary sch time. but why now i was given a chance yet i hesitate so much leh. haizzzzzz.

so many thingssss that need to be done
buy wallet
take stamps
visit my neighbour
tidy invoice
collect contact lens

got to go and do the things le.... byeeeeeee

I'M BACK!!!!

wow... so fast i'm back from redang for one week le. last thursday night finally arrive singapore safe and alive. the journey to redang and back to sg is really horrible. like what yunru said, its like drama. putting us at the wrong jetty, eating roti prata with EXTRA ingradient, waiting for the boat for 1 hour because we miss the previous boat. the journey back even more exciting. boat motor i think over heat and the go and open duno what, hot water splash out on the boat. so worry that the boat will sink la. best part is that day is my 21st birthday. what a nice day ar. so we reach the jetty at 1015am and the bus suppose to leave at 10am. on the boat worry that we will miss our bus. what a nice journey to and back.
anyway, had a great tiMe at redang, snokeling, eating(the food is really cheap), drinking, mahjonging, swimming. and thanks yun ru, ivan, connie adeline and jasmine for the birthday surprise. got to know jasmine during this trip. my impression of her really change and haha.. we click well..... i miss redang... i miss the coral, the food, the ice blended fruit juice, the drinksssss, the wind, the sun and everything in redang.
anyway, today recieve a e-mail from my aunt. i'mm be leaving sg again to Melbourne from 29apr to 8 may... haha. 9 days holiday... yes holiday again. but i start to fear many things again. hope that everything will go on smoothly ba.... got to go... will upload those pics taken at redang next time. I'M PISSED OFF BY MY PARENT. WHY MUST THEY KEEP THINKING IS MY AUNT WHO DONT WANT ME TO MOVE BACK? THE FACT IS MY AUNT IS PERSUADING ME TO GO BACK AND I'M THE ONE WHO DON'T ONE TO GO BACK. WHEN WILL THEY UNDERSTAND THIS? CAN'T THEY CHANGE THEIR MINDSET? IT HAS BEING SO SO SO SO MANY YEARS AND THEY ARE STILL THINKING THIS WAY. DO I REALLY STILL CARE FOR THEM? SO I REALLY STILL LOVE THE FAMILY?I DONT KNOW. THEY ARE JUST HURTING MY FEELING. ALWAYS...

redang here i comeeee

will be leaving for holiday to redang later... wow... have being looking for this for 1 mth plus le... finally the day come... i;m going to throw all my worries, all my problem aside and enjoy this 3 days... yeaaaaaaaahhhhh... hahaha

yesterday went home to celebrate my birthday.. everything goes quite well la..

will be back on thursday then i blog more abt the holiday ba....
i think i really fall in love with u this time... cant stop thinking of you

just let me grumble can?

everyone who is going to pass their 21st birthday should be look forward ba.. but why am i not? bothered by family problem again... yes.. again and again.. i should be immune to all the nonsense le ba. but.... i'm such a failure la.. i might need to move back.. here is the problems... will i be able to be a nurse after i move back? if yes, how to wash my uniform? will i be able to work the 3 shift? if yes, who will be taking the orders?

full of hopes and looking forwards for a new life. yet everything seems like going to be a dream again.. dreams coming true yet going to be impossible again.. so tire of life wor.. endless de..
i wish i could go back too. who will like to be alone, and keep asking friend for help. have a home yet seems like homeless.