Thursday, March 19, 2009

I'M BACK!!!!


wow... so fast i'm back from redang for one week le. last thursday night finally arrive singapore safe and alive. the journey to redang and back to sg is really horrible. like what yunru said, its like drama. putting us at the wrong jetty, eating roti prata with EXTRA ingradient, waiting for the boat for 1 hour because we miss the previous boat. the journey back even more exciting. boat motor i think over heat and the go and open duno what, hot water splash out on the boat. so worry that the boat will sink la. best part is that day is my 21st birthday. what a nice day ar. so we reach the jetty at 1015am and the bus suppose to leave at 10am. on the boat worry that we will miss our bus. what a nice journey to and back.
anyway, had a great tiMe at redang, snokeling, eating(the food is really cheap), drinking, mahjonging, swimming. and thanks yun ru, ivan, connie adeline and jasmine for the birthday surprise. got to know jasmine during this trip. my impression of her really change and haha.. we click well..... i miss redang... i miss the coral, the food, the ice blended fruit juice, the drinksssss, the wind, the sun and everything in redang.
anyway, today recieve a e-mail from my aunt. i'mm be leaving sg again to Melbourne from 29apr to 8 may... haha. 9 days holiday... yes holiday again. but i start to fear many things again. hope that everything will go on smoothly ba.... got to go... will upload those pics taken at redang next time. I'M PISSED OFF BY MY PARENT. WHY MUST THEY KEEP THINKING IS MY AUNT WHO DONT WANT ME TO MOVE BACK? THE FACT IS MY AUNT IS PERSUADING ME TO GO BACK AND I'M THE ONE WHO DON'T ONE TO GO BACK. WHEN WILL THEY UNDERSTAND THIS? CAN'T THEY CHANGE THEIR MINDSET? IT HAS BEING SO SO SO SO MANY YEARS AND THEY ARE STILL THINKING THIS WAY. DO I REALLY STILL CARE FOR THEM? SO I REALLY STILL LOVE THE FAMILY?I DONT KNOW. THEY ARE JUST HURTING MY FEELING. ALWAYS...

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