just a thought of mine:P

my current location now typing this post is at my ward.... the ward i'm working in... looking after those "monkey" that will climb out of their beds....

so many things going on.. i'm so busy recently.... attending the ce training in the evening, morning working in cs... and there goes my 3 days off days... today back to work le...

back pain cum shoulder pain... am i getting older??? no more energy like last time... 1 full shift in cs is really killing me...

but i need the money... i need to save for my oversea studies 2 years later... determine. a 1 year study in perth to obtain my degree cert....

maybe i dun even have 2 years to save... maybe only 1 and a half year only... but no matter what, this time i'm determine to leave.

previously given the chance yet i refuse to go... now, i need to work hard to go.... weird me... maybe i realise that no point feeling bu she de.... no point staying behind for friends and work... they come and go... who will stay will stay... just like wingting, even she went oversea to study, whenever she is back, me and sinyee and her still can meet up and had endless chat... 12 years friendship... it can really last... no need to be physically around. jus like jia... we work tgt for 1 year? maybe even lesser then that... after she left till now, we are still as close....

if a friendship is meant to last, it will really last...
if a friendship that is fragile, no matter how hard one try, it will goes as the time passes by.....
no matter how one wish to salvage that friendship, it will not be back if it meant to leave.....
no need extra effort... no need frequent meet up... this is what i learnt from sinyee wing and jia:)