Saturday, March 15, 2008

EaTiNg

the time now is 1244am and i'm eating chocolate cream cakes with whipped cream. thanks adeline and connie for the whipped cream...
yesterday so busy... morning attachment (last day) so sad.. then went for the hygiene course assessment. after that rush to meet yunru and had our dinner at burger king.. then we went shopping... reach home watch DVD until 2 plus and end up today late for work again....

decide to look for another job this holidays.. there are too many reason behind this decision... there is too much unhappiness which i think that there is no point continue to be there. waited for 1 year plus le. To them, they think that they need me a lot. but the things they do, make me feel like i'm just another staff. They say they short of staff, but why still want me to go bugis for attachment? She say she has done the PA and she lie to me saying its confidential,and i cannot read. but why end up saying she sign on my behalf? things that she do and say and getting more and more contradicting... which sentence should i believe? i really feel so tire having to act like nothing has happen. shall go cold storage to interview on monday


will be going for camp this month end. hi club instructor camp... quite looking forward:-)
so many things need to be done during this holiday. cleaning the house, clearing my room, my clothes and my books... i really need to sell my clothes liao.. really can't stand my room. i need more energy and more time. omg... not only that, i also need to go tampines to see that doctor also. my facial cleanser also finish liao. also need to go buy daily needs... shampoo, shower foam etc.... omg so so so many things.....

we can't stay at one place just because one person is there.
we can choose to leave even though people want us to stay....
and i decided to leave even though people want me to stay.
this time round no matter what, i will leace no matter who ask me to stay.

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