WHY THINGS ALWAYS GOES THE WAY I DON'T WANT.. HAD A BAD QUARREL WITH MY PARENT AGAIN... YES, AGAIN... AND ITS EARLY IN THE MORNING.. AND THE ISSUE IS OVER MY SISTER AND HER BABY... THEY BLAME ME FOR INFORMING AUNTS... BUT ITS IT A OCCASION THAT IS WORTH SPREADING THE NEWS ISN'T IT... BUT THEN I GET A HELL LOTS OF SCOLDING OVER THIS EARLY IN THE MORNING... OF COURSE CRIED LE... THEN NO MOOD WORK, LONG QUEUE SOME MORE... HAD BEING WORRYING WHAT IF MY PARENT CALLED COLD STORAGE,.... WHAT IF THE GO DOWN AND FIND TROUBLE FOR ME,.... WHAT IF THIS WHAT IF THAT... I HATE THIS LA... I LEAVE YOSHI PARTLY IS BECAUSE OF THIS, THINKING THAT IN COLD STORAGE I CAN START ALL OVER AGAIN BUT I THINK ALL THIS WILL END SOON....
WORKING IN COLD STORAGE FOR 5 MONTHS LE. SO MUCH OF HAPPINESS AND UNHAPPINESS LA... BUT REALIZE THAT I CAN LIVE HAPPIER WITHOUT YOSHI.... START TO WORRY WHAT IF THOSE THINGS REALLY HAPPEN? I HAD TO RESIGN AND START ALL OVER AGAIN? HOW MUCH MORE ENERGY HAD I LEFT? TODAY AT COLD STORAGE ALTHOUGH I STILL VERY NOISY AND HYPERACTIVE,BUT ITS ALL JUST FOR SHOW. JUST TO FINISH MY SHIFT, EAT AND THEN GO HOME. TODAY I JUST FEEL LIKE BEING ALONE......
I ALWAYS TRUST THE WRONG PERSON YET I STILL DUN CHANGE... U ARE NOT WORTH MY TRUST AT ALL....
I HATE MY LIFE.... WHAT IS THE USE OF LIVING IN A LIFE FULL OF HATRED, REGRET AND UNHAPPINESS.....
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