is fate always making fun of people?

for the pass 2 days i'm off... thursday night work in yoshi and friday night work in cold storage. well, i'm shocked by the news john is taking over great world city again... really very shock... why must he tale over? my plan is just to get the certs and leave... 6 dec, the day i join 3 years ago will also be the day i resign 3 years later... but his sudden appear as area in charge again make my decision change again... yes AGAIN... my friend might be scolding me stupid now, but again.... i'm emotional... the only thing i bu she de in yoshi is the happy time that i once had working with managers like john, eileen, geraldine edwin and once how... not forgeting chito too.... those are really happy times that i can never experience again... now, only left geraldine and john is in yoshi and it is impossible to work with geraldine happily like last time anymore... and the main thing is ..... i....... haiz.....really hate to say... haiz....
anyway, i can see that sharon really dislike me... but who cares.....
last thursday working in yoshi is really torture... i'm giving 2 and a half hour de mailers and scrubbing the floor using a small sponge.... and i only serve i think 5 customer only... did they purposely do it or what? i duno la.. but i'm pissed...
i find myself so stupid... why should i stay on just because of .... i'm so unhappy and store in charge dislike me, i might as well leave right..... haiz... lets see how first ba....

last night work cold storage... yeah... tally again... although abit not happy in the later part., well, being able to tally is enough for me le... wahaha....
i just wish that i wont always be the last one to do declaration...
i'm not the last one to finish counting, but why should i be the last one to declare? haiz....

i got to go attachment liao...... everyone who is having attcahment, jia you wor.....

unknowingly, i fall in love with you...
unknowingly the feeling dies off...
now you are back again....
what should i do...
will i fall in love with you again?
i know i can't
i know you won't...
i know to you, i'm may just be a young sister...
but i just fall in love unknowingly...