why must u hide things from me? sometimes i just wonder, am i really that useless? after trying for so hard to please you, u still unhappy with the hard work that i had done. my standard is always not up to your standard. everytime i look forward for you praise, i end up with listening to the complain that u had. i try very best to make it as clean as possible, but..... almost 3 years le. i never hear any of you praise. yes, i'm lazy, i like to sleep. but thats all because i'm too tire. trying to earn more so that i dun have to get money from you. Trying to earn more so that u will not be worry about me not enough money to use. trying very hard yet effort not recognize and the worst part is u dont trust me... hiding from me and i feel so sad..... suddenly i feel like i'm in a world, with full of people around me yet i can't share 100% my happiness and unhappiness. whenever i feel like telling u abt my unhappiness, u will just make me shut up by saying u don't wan to talk. am i really a irritating person to you? do u know how much i had feel like giving up.
i can't even call u now. well. fine. i shall be on my own. i'm really very disappointed. i can't blame u at all. this is the path i had choose and u are already kind enough to let me stay with you right. all i ask for is can u just show some concern to me. is it really that difficult?
if i do silly things again, will u know? will u notice? will u ask? i doubt so..
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