the time now is 1am le. i'm still online. going to start packing. yet duno to start from where. duno to continue from where.
dun have to courage to move back home totally
dun have the energy to start all over again
dun have the hope to move back...
know that i'll fall
know that i'll cry
know that i'll hurt myself even more,
but i still need to move forward
the journey gonna to be tough
full of rocks and needles
but because of my aunt i need to carry on.
COLD STORAGE, i will sure miss u all de... we can compete for everything... even to see who write the most report.. and yea, u always win de lor.. i'm always the second... u should know who i referring to ba.... "HOW MUCH IS YOUR PICK UP AR? shit, how come mine so little... stress ar.... why no customer want to come my counter de.... arghhhh... "
one by one leaving,... what is the thing that is holding me back now? maybe hoping for miracles to happen ba... hoping u all will stay but knowing that all of u are tire and i cannot be so selfish,. but i really bu she de u all. i want those laughter again. i want the fun and craziness again... but i know life have to goes on. i know we should move forward look for better opportunity... just want to let the 2 of u know, thanks so much for the laughter u had brought. laught till cry is already so common thing that happen to me...
i feel so upside down now... be it cold storage life, be it family thingy, be it nursing, be it him... everything is like so fan... i really cant breathe now... i need some fresh air... i need some space... i running away from all the problem... yea... but how long can i run? how much further can i run?
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