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the feeling of missing someone is miserable...
when will i be able to let go of him?
when is there going to have a full stop to this sad story?
is he just trying to make fun of me?
or is he bother by the age gap?
does he really have a girlfriend that is about to get married?
i just need to know the ans before i can move on. that's the one ans i want for now.
thinking of him whenever i hear old song. and the more i wanted that old song.
those song he had sang before that night.
i'm lost...

going to start work later liao... the stressful work.
start to have the thought of giving up my current full time job and join cs as full timer again.
the thought of I GOING TO START NIGHT SHIFT THIS SUNDAY really make me feel tire even before i start.. whats wrong with me?
how hard i have work for the past 3 yr to complete this course and here i am, thinking of giving up after less then 6 months after i start work. WHAT"S WRONG WITH ME?


anyway, for last week and the past few days i working in cs, its really fun, crazy and cui..
really tire. but its fun... chiong long queue. calling mummy mummy and mummy.... i really love my cs mummy... she is the chief cashier la.. i can share all my unhappy things with her. except for thing abt PH. haha... last week really long hours of working, but really enjoy those time there... next week although i off for many days, but will be gg out many days la....haha... tuesday night, wed night, sat whole day and sunday whole day... oh on.... pay just came and here i am going to spend so much so much,...

well, shall go off and prepare for work liao... on, i should say, prepare for war liao... shall update again soon.,...

anyway, just a word to my special friend... working so hard to stop yourself from thinking will only make u think more when u rest. looking at the way you are working now, its time for u to cut down even more le. enough of chionging le. avoiding really cant solve the problem. be strong, face it. its time for you to get a long rest also le... yes, i still avoiding my problem. but i need an ans to decide whether i should put a fullstop anot. i dun want to repeat like last time. putting a fullstop and regretted just because of what he say and i thought its is impossible.
this time, the fullstop will totally end the story.