it's 6 june... one yr ago today i start of a journey that i regreted. maybe he dun even rmb.
6months had past since we left each other for our own life. yes, i have let go totally le. he is not worth me to love him. why why do i still rmb this date?
feeling stressed up recently over some other thing.... something that don't belongs to me... holding on because i don't know to let go. Got to learn to let go ba... maybe it's really for my own good,.....
took my third job for the past 4 days... tiring and stressed up.... although pay is 7.50/hr, but i realise i rather spend my time in cs and earn $4.61/6.01 per hr. at least i'm less stress. so stress up with my sales... wanting to hit target so badly... but well.... hahahahaha i didn't.....
ah ping is getting married.... or rather already married just waiting for end of this week to go malaysia to get the traditional one done.... oh my beloved cousin.... hahahahahaha... looking forward thursday gg Muar and will be back on friday night.....
my third aunt came to sg for this event too... so exciting..... anyway, spoken to her face to face regarding oversea studies. told her deakin uni is not recognise by SNB. she agree for me to go curtin uni in perth le.... but now looking at the current situation. very very likely i might be going there to study alone le......i wish to go with them. but like what one of them say, will we be friend after the studies?? i wonder and i'm worry.... nvm, worst come to worst i shall go alone ba......
k la.. got to end her cos later working at 7am and the time now is 0345hr.... i got to go sleep le..... shalll update my life over my blog soon ba....
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