Tuesday, April 5, 2011

beginning of april.....

so fast and its already april.... my third year in cold storage.... yeah... haha... enjoying my life in cold storage rushing for the queue... the energy is still there after 3 yrs... haha had moved out for 5 yrs already... wow..its really very fast leh...14april, mum birthday.. wondering wat should i get for her this time round... headache..... arghhhh so many 'events' for the next few months..... May, i'll register for my uni... 11 may i'll be 2nd yr in ttsh le.... june will be a month of promotion.. hopefully i'll get what i want this promotion:P july bonus month.. yeahhh... extra income. need to save more liao... august, JCI month... stupid international audit which will be stressful for all my ward staff especially now there are so many new staff around... september, most likely i'll tender this month... october, hopefully will be my last days in ttsh ward 7c.. the arrival of my fourth niece will also be this month leh:) it's also my dad birthday month... november will start my new life as a agency nurse, chionging for more more more $$$ december its christmas and i'll spend my pre christmas at CS chionging queue:) jan its cny... next yr cny is so early.. something different, i decided to spend my cny with my family since i'll be leave for studies... of course before that will still be st cs:P feb... looking forward yet with some fear... i'll most likely be gg to perth for studies:) i want my DEGREE:) wow... it seems so happening.... but will everything move on smoothly??? i hope so.... life is so unpredictabke... but i just hope that things will be more simple then what i plan... just hope so ba... hopefully before the end of this month, both of us will be back to where we suppose to be... where we come from... it's time to put a full stop to everything le ba.... kinda of worry, kinda of fear... well.... enough of updates for the time being.... i shall update again soon before end of this month ba....:)

Monday, March 14, 2011

1 month missing

wow... unknowingly i have not been updating my blog for 1 month lo.... haiz... too bad my iphone cannot update my blog... if not, everyday i'll update de lo....
within 1 month so many things happen as usual...
hey, I'M 23 already leh... omg... this birthday i realise i dun have the looking forward mood anymore le... no more looking forward to celebrate... feeling time pass too fast le....
yunru, connie and ade had decided to go oversea studies... finally the chance is here:) we went to the seminar together... intention is to get register that day de. but then any other choice came out and we hold off (as usual we are so fickle minded) intented to go curtin.. but giafifth uni sch fee is 10k different... so we decided to wait till may then register lo... saturday meet up with them,.... i quite determine to go curtin and surprisely they also... well, conclusion->go register in may, Curtin:)

got to know this friend in cs... how we start talking he and me also dun rmb... then he start to fetch me from work out to eat then home... thought that it is a gd friend... later on realise it might b just a crush..... end up, its not... both of us also duno until he was abt to transfer out.... a gd thing that he had already transfer out... there will nv be a ending to this relationship de... both of us knows very well.... most importantly, i'll not allow this relationship to continue de, cause no matter what, i'm the third party.... not fair for HER... i can't be selfish...thinking hard and trying hard to turn it back into friendship / brother and sister friendship...... trying trying trying in progress......

this birthday, cat gave me a angry bird iphone cover... omg... its so nice:) went out with him ytd to yuki yaki and then window shopping... although its just 6 hours, but its really v v happy and stressfree:)

well, my AL is gone... in CS and some friend catch up... enjoyed:)
tmr got to be back in ward and face all the patient again... jiayou ba...
shall update my blog soon soon soon.... bye.... :)

Friday, February 4, 2011

it's CNY

today is the second day of cny le..... as usual, i requested to work and is scheduled for night shift in TTSH and i still can itchy backside, go cs work in the morning.... i'm so so sleepy right now....

for the past few weeks, life is consider smooth ba..... working working and again working.... after the k session with cs, i decided not to go oversea for my birthday this year... haha... i ask rhonda and 01 to book the k room and i shall celebrate my birthday on 11 march with them:) of course not the exact day since k can only be on friday.. so celebrate one day earlier lo... :) hopefully can ba:)

the day before new year eve is really cool... althought had gastric pain and become merlion almost 10times, but still manage to drag myself to cs... start work at 12, breaktime go see Dr le, back to work... alll the way till 6pm another 30 min break, then out i go, all the way till 830am... together with one of my friend, we work overnight there and become sales assistances stacking up boxes and boxes of "yeos" drinks.... of course by 7am, the queue started and our shift ended at 830... went mac for breakfast and wanted to go back to cs to "play" again... haha, so start @1030 all the way till 1330:)althought is tiring, but it's really fun...

reunion dinner can say is quite peaceful la... less nagging... and of cos, i bought back abolone for them(pocket one big hole liao) actually wanted to give them a $80 red packet each ended up too tire that i forget.... heeheee.... well shall save it till their birthday ba:)

so piss off with my landlady today... i told her i'm home to sleep for few hours before i need to go to work night shift at TTSH, yet for that few hours, her TV was on so loudly... so piss so angry... brainless woman... on so loud also not watch.. was in kitchen cooking, then in bedroom... irritated....

well tmr after ttsh i'm going back cs:) to see lion dance and see shanice:) wohoohoo... jiayou:)

Friday, January 14, 2011

leaving

Our 01 is leaving.... so sudden.... so sad.... now thinking back, haha... his first impression when he first came to the store: omg, its a black....
Few weeks back, one morning ivy morning called me... "siewling, wake up. u work 10am... must come earlier. got new boss.. he expect all cashier to come 15 min earlier"
my nightmare started.. never never thought of 01 leaving us...
So many manager come and go... yet i still duno how to accept the fact that he is leaving.
What so good abt him sia?
He bad mood, everyone will somehow get scolding from him and everyone mood will be bad with him...
When he good mood, he crack joke, mix around with us and we happy working tgt with him.
He organise karaoke session... first time i went, i realise. he is so so different from work.
Subsequently, i like going to go karaoke session with cs ppl.....
Somehow it became my second family. He is the one that organise bonding time for us and with us...
My first and second compliment cert from the CEO, he is the one that gave it to me both cert... yet i fail to get the third one before he leave... i made him proud of cs hougang twice:)
haiz.... hope that even after he left us to eastwood, we will still have more of these karaoke section and we will still be able to see him ba....
Btw, i decided to ignore the new 01.. :P wahahha.... then he will cannot take all our attitude and temper, he will request to transfer out... hopefully by then, either jerome or jackson or roger will come back as 01...wahahaa... hopefully ba.....

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

my body is aching

arghhh.... today my 3rd day morning shift and i'm like collapsing le.... worst worst then working 3 full shift in cs.... being pass over shit work, finish picking up the shit, end of shift, all my own work haven done yet.... arghhhhh....
working with MIP is really irritating.... everyone is busy, so am i... why must u come and irritates me and turn back say i throw temper.... if u see how i throw temper in yoshi and cs last time, u will know what is my real temper is... irritated...
working and working... christmas coming.... looking forward towards christmas eve:) wahahaha.... looking forward for it....
even through many things happen to me, but i'll be strong.. i'll continue be strong and even stronger to look forward for new life....

Monday, December 6, 2010

troubled

realise i got myself into trouble again... wondering.... why...
i just feel so tire of working and living in this kind of life....
arghhhh.... i need to learn to be strong....

Sunday, December 5, 2010

updates...

wow... ever since i have my iphone, i really neglect my macbook for almost one month wor...
so long didnt update my blog also liao...

life seems to be fine and peaceful... getting use to the current life..
although currently some problems arise again, but it will be over tmr(hopefully)
tire working with all the foreigner.... be it cs-PRC/ ttsh-MIP..
some are good but some are really nasty... esp ttsh... arghhhh i cant stand it... arghhh
thinking that u r senior doesn't mean that u r really senior.. wants perfects things to be passed over to you yet you are passing over rubbish to others...

life is full of ups and down... but from all the downs, learn how to stand up from there...

i just wonders why are u behaving that ways.... ur actions puzzled me... but this time round i'll not turn back... i gave up.. i'm tire... and i can't be bothered..... no one will know if u dun explain...