attachment period

so long time never update le.. so many things happen yet i'm really too busy until no time to update...

firstly, i inserted urine catheter to a patient successfully.. really very happy. first attempt leh. furthermore the patient BO lor(bowel open) hehe.. very disgusting la. but i manage to did it without touching. sterile procedure.. wahaha. so proud of myself. is time TTSH attachment change my opinion towards TTSH. its not a that bad hospital after all.. hehe

secondly, promoting to crew leader is delayed again. sad right. worst still, i got complain for my chaps report. surprise right. the mystery customer complain that i never recommend, stare at her, and best part is never smile. i really can't believe it lor. i never do that to any customer de la.

went to eat sakae sushi with my mei last week. so nice and so sweet... jia, i'm proud to have a mei mei like you. wahaha.


went out with wingting and sinyee yesterday... one year never see them le. they change so much. wingting become so pretty le... me still the same. haizzzz

got to go liao. very sleepy....
everytime when my phone recieve an sms, how much i hope it is from u. although i know its impossible le but i'm so silly...
when will my prince come and bring me to a happy land?

ExAm TImE

this week is my study break before exam. but what i have been doing really make me think twice. what am i doing? went to watch movie on wednesday and today. omg.... this week went to watch 2 time movie and worst thing is i'm having exam next week... well, had being study hard too. manage to study 3/4 ns1 and 1/2 ns2. BUT HAVENT TOUCH ON PHARMACOLOGY. this term i really play hard and study hard sia.... very worried about my exam
do i still have feelings in u? today went to watch movie with you and her. wondering why i agree... had been studying so hard and yet i agree to go out with u and her. although both of you are not together, i'm glad u two are still friends.. what am i thinking? what am i feeling? why am i still having of that hope. i know it is impossible, why am i still so happy when u sms me? really feel so confuse the way i feel.... haiz... i cant be bothered now. all i wish is to get done with exam first.
yesterday valentines day. one of my friend went to bought a present and gave it to me and tell me that its from my secret admirer. i'm really mad with that. she may mean good, but i really feel so angry. she make me feel like a fool. like a idiot. she even paga with my 2 friends. i'm so mad until i cry lor. haiz... what a day...
ccompare cj7 and ah long pte ltd, i still prefer cj7... but both is nice la. haha

1 month plus since u leave. chances of u contacting me is small. but i'm still waiting
do i still have feeling in you? or to me u are just a friend now? i really duno
why am i so emotional?
why i fall in so easily?
will my prince come one day?
when will my prince come?
will i have prince?
i hope so......
so stress now. got to go sleep now and continue my revision tomorrow,. i'll chiong all the way till monday. i'll and i really must. jia you:)

chinese new year?

it has being quite some time since i last update...well, today is the fourth day of chinese new year le... have being working for the past 4 days straight... it's really very tire de... 10-close for 3 days and today 10-9... well i always late for the past 3 days... wahaha... unable to wake up lor as usual...
so many things going on... 7 manager had resign... one of them is tom... well, chito, william, jay and ralph had resign also... everything is so fast... anyway, ask geraldine to settle my verification thing before william go because i dun want to drag till the next training manager then i scare later need to retake the verification again... hopefully my crew leader position is coming soon ba... somehow i had a feeling it will not be easy....
exam coming soon... i promise myself that for the next week, whole week i'll not think of yoshinoya at all... i'll really chiong for my exam this time since this time round i have a target for myself... working really hard towards my target....
i'm just wondering now how can i be a better person.. although its quite a weird and silly question, but i'm still thinking... wahaha... got to go sleep npw...
anyway, reunion dinner quite ok... manage not to quarrel with them...
1 month had past... yet there is still no news from you... wondering how are u now.....
vday coming.... wondering will my prince appear that day? really hope so....
i'm siao liao la... wahaha... got to go sleep liao... goodnight...

finally its over

hi club performance is over... i make a mistake during the performance... winnie, i'm sorry(although she dun have my blog, i still want to say sorry)
having bad sore throat and bad block nose now.. hope tomorrow will be a better day ba...

why can't i be stronger?

yesterday skip class and go yoshinoya to work... cause they say the japanese coming... end up never come.... then today is my NR retest and i think i'll be able to pass la... passing should not be a problem.... wahaha
getting more and more can't be bother with my group of friends.... i don't know how to be as cheerful as last time... coming to school each day become more and more draggy....
today NR retest and when i woke up, i'm a bit late but i still make an effort to call shan... she reply me saying she wake up le but end up she didn't turn up for the test... i really so disappointed with her la... i make a effort to call her even though i'm going to be late liao, yet she still didn't come to school.... haizzzzzzz.......
feel more and more tire of life... having a terrible sore throat now....
16 days had pass... yet still no news... am i still waiting or have i given up hopes?

once a home yet now a strange place.

so many days unable to online. really too busy with yoshinoya until i really can't breathe .
after working on thurday, friday i start work at 12 to 8 plus.... then yesterday 12 to close... so tire cause they keep saying japanese might come.... then yesterday i lost my phone. because after closing i sit outside and wait for geraldine. then i think my phone drop out or something and i didn't notice it. when i board the bus, i realise that my phone not with me. so i thought i left it at store.. last night slept at 1 plus wake up at 7... went to gwc. reach there at 830.. then i realise that my phone not in the store. then i start calling my phone.... really feel so lucky that a kind kind person had found my phone, charge it so that it will not switch off, then waiting for my call.... so went down to collect my phone. i'm so lucky......
then went to HFC for attachment because the japanese will be there.......then everything was quite ok lor... got A for HFC... but the place which is once a home for me now had become a strange place for me now.... haizzzzz...... cant be bother. after all now i'm a GWC crew now:).
got to go slp liao....

my aunt talk to me abt my result again.... so stress up..

tmr practical exam so more.....

it has been 13 days since he left yet there is still no news from him.... wondering how is he...

today lucky is 'his' off day... went to HFC for attachment but so scare to work with him... am i feel with hatred for him now? i duno...

so sad that aunty linda is off on sunday.,... didn't manage to see her today.... but i saw my cute cute uncle chong.... wow... he is a super good uncle....

so sleepy

today my mei got her o level result for chinese... so happy for her... yeah... she got her result that she wants and she is able to take her higher mother tongue this year...
really so happy for her... yeah....
today went to work because geraldine down staff... really poor thing... whole night only have 3 crew including me.... then i realise that working with kamachy is more and more unhappy... today nothing much but she is always on the phone. she is always on her handphone chatting away..... somehow i feel how could she be a manager when she just ignore her shift... shall not say much about this and i shall just see... i believe one day she will get caught by the manager de...
yeah yeah,.... today got my bonus... so are all the managers.. yet she never sms me to tell me that she want to return the money... i really start to suspect that she is using the money for herself and not father....
shall end here cause really tire today... hope everything will goes well tomorrow...