别再为他流泪

你走了太久一定很累
他错了不该你来面对
离开他就好 就算了 心情很干脆

他其实没有那么绝对
远一点你就看出真伪
离开他不等于你的世界会崩溃
转个弯你还能飞

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉
以后管他是谁
每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好你就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让你那样的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比你的美
多少年以后想起他还有些体会
那些你已无所谓

梁靜茹 對不起我愛你

沒別的　只想說對不起　對不起　我真的愛你
不管你會怎麼想　你怎麼說　也不會改變我的決定

你知道　有時候感情事很難說　很難說　愛人或朋友
從前到現在我真的感覺要　一想你　我的心就發燒

想給你聽我的心跳　想你知道我睡的不好
喝水想著你　搭車想著你　闔眼閉眼間　出現的全是你
我猜不到你的表情　我等不到你的回應
不想難為你　又不想放棄你　決定告訴你
對不起對不起　我愛你

沒別的　只想說對不起　怎麼樣　我都會珍惜
不管你會怎麼講　你怎麼做　也不會影響我的心情

你知道　有時候男孩更難捉摸　難捉摸　愛人或朋友
現在到永遠我真會感覺要　一想你　我的心就狂跳

我的模樣記不記得牢　情人卡有沒有收到
讀書想著你　聽歌想著你　大地和藍天　出現的全是你
我才不管你的表情　我才不理你回不回應
不想難為你　又不想放棄你　決定告訴你
對不起對不起　我愛你

你聽一聽我的心跳　你看一看我睡的不好
喝水想著你　搭車想見你　闔眼閉眼間　出現的全是你
我猜不著你的表情　我等不到你的回應
不想難為你　又不想放棄你　決定告訴你
對不起對不起　我愛你

he is not going

how stupid am i having a high hope that he will go for this thursday outing.....
haiz.... yup.... he fly kite us.... ask my good friend to ask me to organize one buffet... i should say nowadays really no energy to organise one meet up... have to confirm one by one... have to wait for reply... getting disappointment...
this time round, i decide to plan another one, because of him and one of my friend... end up, i get disappointment again...
i should have expected this... but why am i still feeling sad leh?
arghhhhhh.... poly friends asking me to organize also... that one even harder sia... working shift work somemore.... harder to plan...
work at cold storage had not being very smooth... starting from that stupid old bitch de complain letter..... then every week there is something happening... then i lost my dinner and dance de ticket, getting feedback from 01 saying my voice too loud while serving customer, changing counter 3 time early morning because counter spoil. today even better sia... broke one of the counter locker key. the key struck inside. lucky later part of the day i manage to pull it out... then reach home liao gana a news that i overcharge a customer by $4plus... and that customer is very irritating type de lo... haizzzzz....
i will be dragging myself work again... and i can foresee that what is happening in yoshi is going to happen in cold storage... the same story, but in a slower process..... how can i stop it from happening????? how i can change back to the last time de me? arghhhhh

my bad temper

things are not going the smooth way...
i walking on the rocky road..
knowing that i'll fall
knowing that i'll get injure, yet i'm still moving on...
for one very simple reason... i want to earn more money....
dinner and dance was fun..... i saw him.....
crazy me!!! haha...
this week and next few weeks i'll be working harder..
reason is simple->to stop thinking and stop worrying...

my bad temper is back again... hidden for so long and now its coming back again
hurting close friends around me, feeling sorry yet i have already done it..
now all i can do is keep reminding myself.... i cant go back to who i am in yoshi.
i hate myself when i'm in yoshi.....
i wan to be a better me... i have to control
i'll change.. i will throw away my bad temper de...
i promise:)

sometimes i wonder, if i'm gone suddenly, who will feel sad for me?

moving out

tmr will be the day that i long forward very long time ago... but then. i'm feeling very sian now... moving moving moving.... but now i'm not keen... too spoiled by my aunt le... dun like the feeling being lonely.. dun like the feeling of being alone.. worst still i dun have internet access for a few days until i get the disk from jasmine.... arghhhhhh.....

i'm such a failure..... Prohibition confirm extended till feb 11. my orientation checklist still unable to complete.....
new checklist for extention given to me...

i really at the verge of giving up........ arghhhhhhh I HATE THIS KIND OF LIFE

irritated

gana complain by one of the cashier.. she had already resign yet she dun let me off. purposely find trouble for me... i hate it... she is really a bitch,.... trust me,... dun let me know where is is working or else i'll find her trouble... i'll give her back what she had given me............

his suddenly appearance

today he appear. suddenly.. stunt... duno what to say at a moment.. keep telling myself i had to be normal. his just a ex manager. he is just pig head... when he left for his dinner, i start to think, just when everything getting back in place, he appears.. lost at the moment... cat had be more initiative compared to the past... more caring....
i'm being unfair... i know it's unfair for cat... i'm bias... but..... i shall let it go smoothly ba. shall not be like last time... but..... what if both happen at the same time? who will i choose? this qn i ask myself again today... although the ans is the same, but this time i hesitate for a min b4 giving myself that same ans... why? is it because of that night? i dunoooooooo...

anyway, enough of relationship stuff le... let me had a space for work.. work in hospital is not smooth at all... its confirmed that my confirmation won't be next month... er... in another words, yes, i had being extended for my prohibition.... although disappointed, but, time for me to reflect also la...