start a new blog... brand new blog where i don't wish to tell anyone... just wish to have a place to express myself.. maybe will tell one only..
regret of doing so many things... and most of the time, i feel that people find me irritating... am i really irritating? maybe i should just ignore everything around me and don't bother about things around...
feels that life is like a roller coaster for me recently... decided to give up CO is a sad decision i have made... really tire of going there and learn something which i can't perform.... decided to give up CO= giving up public performance... really feel so sad
what does yoshinoya mean to me? who am i in yoshinoya? people offering me higher pay yet why am i staying at a $3.70 pay? just because of belinda or elieen or geraldine? i really don't know... i just drag myself to work... although the people working there are nice people, but i just don't learn anything.... everyday do the same old thing and its tiring me out.... what the use of staying when the heart is not there... worst still when the heart is dead.... daily sales of $1000 worst is $800++.. really boring de... feel like giving up also.. but why am i hanging on?
school fee had been deducted from my father CPF... should i be happy? no... this mean more trouble and more interest that will be charge when i graduate... as her for the $$ yet she drag to this month end again... this is one big lesson never lent people $... as the day went by, i'm getting more and more disappointment as the days went by...
shall end here...
goodnight=_=
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