3 july is coming soon... sooner then what i can imagine. alright, i must say that i should be grateful that the date is extended from 26june to 3 july... but still i find it not enough. i'm not ready to face them. especially during this period. my stress level is so high, and the only chance to de-stress is either to go out with him or work at cold storage. i feel so bad that i cant even meet up with my baobei this week. and i really cant imagine that i will be moving back to face them. seriously, i had phobia in moving back. what if this tiMe i move back le i wont be able to move out again? what if their attitude change worse? and most of all, i'm not ready to give them money yet... the thoughts of the money i gave them will be spend on 4D and toto, i really dun want to give them. but i dun have a choice... next month pay then i give them ba...
but for the tiMe being, i really feel so strEss needing to go to work and the thoughts of moving back home really shut my brain up. arghhhhhhh....
how nice will it be if i don't need to face all this problem.
how nice will it be if i can jus let go of all my feeling and dun worry so much
i know there a place i can go.
i know there a thing i can do.
i know the way to go to that place.
but............
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