today jus feeling mood swing. really bad mood lor. so many things flashing through recently... bad memories and good memories. make me feel like breaking down.... i start to harm myself again. after so many years, i started again. i know i shouldn't. i know i can't... but.... unknowingly.... I FEEL SO TIGHT... so many things make me feel like.... i wonder what am i doing in this world? if i don't exist, isn't it better? what different does it make?
i doubt i can survive my 6 months provision. i doubt i will be able to hang on long... i'm going to let go everything. and i know the day that i let go, it will be the end.
hamtaro, do u know that i'm looking for you? although u had once lie to me, but i seriously don't mind. i really miss you and really hope that i can contact u again. but u had change ur no. what am i suppose to do? how am i going to find you again.
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