relationship?

i gave up waiting le... 9 months le... ad when i called u last night, the tone u gave me make me understand that no matter how long i wait, it will still be the same... well, the next time if we had a chance to go out again, i believe it will more like going out with a causal friend instead of a special friend ba... of course there is that bit of disappointment to me. but then i realise, letting go of u seems easier compare to pig... i'm such a failure... 2 person that i like, ended up need to give up...... i'm tire le,.... truly tire of liking someone.... especially pig,.....

well, i should say, i having a freedom life again... but deep inside me, i'm still thinking of pig.... cat i'm not worried since we will still be friends just that i will have less expectation from you... but for pig, i know it very clearly that i'll not have anymore contact with him le.... haiz..

got to go to worki again liao... fighting war again...