Wednesday, September 30, 2009

what i more important to me?

such a "nice" day today... working full shift at cs... cashier room had move to the "cold room" le.. and its really cold de... i miss the old cashier room. bigger, nicer... the new one look so.... haiz..... night time because of my tiredness and bad temper, i threw temper again. at someone i shouldn't over someone that is not worth it... all i could say is i'm sorry. shouldn't have give u those kind of attitude. i admit, i'm piss off in the beginning. very piss off... but on the way back, i think alot... is it worth it anot... over him. yes i still think of him almost everyday. but he is not worth to spoil our friendship.... promise u, no matter what happen next time no matter how tire i am, history will not happen again ok:)... i;m sorry...


somehow have a sense that history that had happen in yoshi is going to repeat itself again in cs.. how... what can i do? what shall i do to stop it?

i'm not forcing myself to accept the truth... its hard to let go, but i believe, i'll b able to do it. by the time i meet u next time, everything will be back to normal.. yes... i'll de....

haiz... so many thing wanna type... but.. i'm lazy.....
so many mixed feelings want to let go, but worried that u are reading....
arghhhhhhhhhh

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