i really feel like giving up now. really. the thought of going to work is stressful. i can't believe that i'll be so cannot make it. she told me, siewling, when u student time, your proactive-ness impressed me. but now you have more slacken. i duno whats happen. i work double hard compare to when i'm a student time, i stay back to write report. but what i get in the end?
can anyone believe, i work until 1215am yesterday. i suppose to end work at 10. usually i'll finish up my report until 1130. yesterday i finish at 1215am and it is with the help of the other staff nurse who stay back with me. between 8-930, i have 1 pt from ED, 1 pt from EDTC, and 2 pt from 8B. what the hell is this la. how to work in this kind of environment. HO blames me for not informing her. but usually transfer in dun need to inform de what. sickening.
suddenly have the urge to leave. to resign. to work in a place that is less stressful. i really duno how to face the ward. i duno how to go to the ward and work. i'm tire..
i miss cs. i miss my mummy very much.
will be moving back to hougang tmr le. time pass really fast. staying here for 1 month le. very use to the life here.
i'm seriously tire of life. sick and tire of moving and working. how much i hope i can go to a place where there is no more stress, no need to work, dun need to face ppl. what can i do?
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