today met up with fourth aunt. she pass me a pic of my grandma funeral. i was 4yr old then.
have many wild thoughts after seeing that pic. will my grandma be proud of me being a nurse? how nice will it be if my grandma is still around. i envy those with grandma around them... i have none... oh, have one god-grandma.... my father de god ma... but i still miss my grandma... for all i can rmb, she really very dote me de. always carry me even when she is ill.
today i get confirm le. sis lim give me the appraisal to sign.. shld i be happy? i duno... but feel so tire of working life.... every day nth but work work work.... feel so meaningless. yet i cannot dun work also. feel so emo now... for whatever reason la. realise that working had make me change in my temper...
to xy, i'm sorry...
to jj, promise i'll give more time out to go out tgt de
after cny, will start giving a serious thought of finding a higher pay job le.... haha
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