today start work... hoping can go home by 1015... looking forward....
but i'm wrong.. 4 empty bed given to me.... then come the admission one by one.. at the end of the shift, all 4 empty bed is occupied.. 1 drug abuse. 1 anemia. 1 TB, and the last one asthma.
second time i cried... today is too busy until i cried. asthma patient suppose to go the other team since the management ppl planned to put in other team de. end up due to bed not ready, the clerk say put in your bed 89 can. i jus look at her, up to u lor. and i walk off. i have 1 blood transfusion gg on, thart time was 815 and i was still serving medcine, none of my report is done. wtf is this.
well, tonight i ended with one eHOR, 1 transfusion that cannot finish and never prepare new admission tmr de medicine. i wasted one unit of platelet. the platelet didnt went into the pateint. its not connected also. i feel so guilty. i feel so stress up. ppl out there asking for blood donation and here i am, wasted 1 unit of platelet. i feel so tire being a nurse. the feeling of giving up is growing stronger and stronger in me. one day it will get too big for me to control and that will be the day i tender and resign le....
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