Tuesday, August 17, 2010

i use to believe......

everytime when i see friend around me got a boyfriend that is much older then them, i usually thinks that its ok... there won't be a age gap probelm.... when i see friends parent objecting their relationship, i use to tell myself, my aunt will surely wont object me if i found a boyfriend that is much older then me....
but i realise all these is what i believe... what i think.....
hmmm... with him already 2 months 15days le....
and i realise that there is a age gap between us....
till now, my aunt still object me going out with him... as in going out too often...
my aunt minds abt his size, his age....
nearly quarreled with bao bei just now.... because of him....
hurt so much....will we be able to stay together for long???
i can see that he put in alot of effort to lost weight....
i can sense that he really take my words seriously...
but will he really manage to slim down?
even if so, the other problem still can't be solve.... age gap....
how am i going to overcome it?
how am i going to convince my aunt in agreeing in this relationship?
just a 11 years different yet i feel much further.... and we look so big different also...
how much i wish i can be with him... yet i cant even convince myself.... how am i going to convince my aunts?
saw pig head at cs just now.... purposely work cos i know he might appear for expiry check... well he did... hmmm... duno how to describe the feeling.... appears very calm.... but still keep thinking thinking and thinking....

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