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so long never update my blog again... firstly, i'm here to upload all the pictures taken recently.... thanks connie, adeline for the cakes... thanks yunru for the chocolate, thanks jia for the cute cute tortoise.... thanks so much

EaTiNg

the time now is 1244am and i'm eating chocolate cream cakes with whipped cream. thanks adeline and connie for the whipped cream...
yesterday so busy... morning attachment (last day) so sad.. then went for the hygiene course assessment. after that rush to meet yunru and had our dinner at burger king.. then we went shopping... reach home watch DVD until 2 plus and end up today late for work again....

decide to look for another job this holidays.. there are too many reason behind this decision... there is too much unhappiness which i think that there is no point continue to be there. waited for 1 year plus le. To them, they think that they need me a lot. but the things they do, make me feel like i'm just another staff. They say they short of staff, but why still want me to go bugis for attachment? She say she has done the PA and she lie to me saying its confidential,and i cannot read. but why end up saying she sign on my behalf? things that she do and say and getting more and more contradicting... which sentence should i believe? i really feel so tire having to act like nothing has happen. shall go cold storage to interview on monday


will be going for camp this month end. hi club instructor camp... quite looking forward:-)
so many things need to be done during this holiday. cleaning the house, clearing my room, my clothes and my books... i really need to sell my clothes liao.. really can't stand my room. i need more energy and more time. omg... not only that, i also need to go tampines to see that doctor also. my facial cleanser also finish liao. also need to go buy daily needs... shampoo, shower foam etc.... omg so so so many things.....

we can't stay at one place just because one person is there.
we can choose to leave even though people want us to stay....
and i decided to leave even though people want me to stay.
this time round no matter what, i will leace no matter who ask me to stay.

going 20... getting older

so long never update my blog le... really too busy.
In 30 minutes time, i'll be turning 20... will say goodbye to my teenage life... omg... suddenly feel that i'm so old la....
having attachment recently. really busy but i really gain a lot. learn alot of things especially medication. there are so many types of medication... this week will be my last week in TTSH for attachment. somehow this attachment change my view towards this hospital. actually TTSH also quite a nice hospital to work in... very busy, time past very fast also....
i start to get tire working in yoshinoya. duno why also. maybe because of the people working there ba... realise that she has changed also... do i still trust her so much? does she still trust me that much? why am i keeping my door close just because of one person?
this holiday i'll be finding another job. most likely cashier at clod storage....
got to go and continue watching my DVD le... goodnight

What is love? and what is marriage?

Saw this post at one of my friend blog. find it interesting and meaningful


A student asks a teacher, "What is love?"
The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back
But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick.
The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big padi, but he wonders.... maybe there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him
Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to realize that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted !!!! So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand
The teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for better one, but when later you realize, you have already miss the person

What is marriage then?" the student asked
The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back
But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick
The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher
The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... this is marriage."

attachment period

so long time never update le.. so many things happen yet i'm really too busy until no time to update...

firstly, i inserted urine catheter to a patient successfully.. really very happy. first attempt leh. furthermore the patient BO lor(bowel open) hehe.. very disgusting la. but i manage to did it without touching. sterile procedure.. wahaha. so proud of myself. is time TTSH attachment change my opinion towards TTSH. its not a that bad hospital after all.. hehe

secondly, promoting to crew leader is delayed again. sad right. worst still, i got complain for my chaps report. surprise right. the mystery customer complain that i never recommend, stare at her, and best part is never smile. i really can't believe it lor. i never do that to any customer de la.

went to eat sakae sushi with my mei last week. so nice and so sweet... jia, i'm proud to have a mei mei like you. wahaha.


went out with wingting and sinyee yesterday... one year never see them le. they change so much. wingting become so pretty le... me still the same. haizzzz

got to go liao. very sleepy....
everytime when my phone recieve an sms, how much i hope it is from u. although i know its impossible le but i'm so silly...
when will my prince come and bring me to a happy land?

ExAm TImE

this week is my study break before exam. but what i have been doing really make me think twice. what am i doing? went to watch movie on wednesday and today. omg.... this week went to watch 2 time movie and worst thing is i'm having exam next week... well, had being study hard too. manage to study 3/4 ns1 and 1/2 ns2. BUT HAVENT TOUCH ON PHARMACOLOGY. this term i really play hard and study hard sia.... very worried about my exam
do i still have feelings in u? today went to watch movie with you and her. wondering why i agree... had been studying so hard and yet i agree to go out with u and her. although both of you are not together, i'm glad u two are still friends.. what am i thinking? what am i feeling? why am i still having of that hope. i know it is impossible, why am i still so happy when u sms me? really feel so confuse the way i feel.... haiz... i cant be bothered now. all i wish is to get done with exam first.
yesterday valentines day. one of my friend went to bought a present and gave it to me and tell me that its from my secret admirer. i'm really mad with that. she may mean good, but i really feel so angry. she make me feel like a fool. like a idiot. she even paga with my 2 friends. i'm so mad until i cry lor. haiz... what a day...
ccompare cj7 and ah long pte ltd, i still prefer cj7... but both is nice la. haha

1 month plus since u leave. chances of u contacting me is small. but i'm still waiting
do i still have feeling in you? or to me u are just a friend now? i really duno
why am i so emotional?
why i fall in so easily?
will my prince come one day?
when will my prince come?
will i have prince?
i hope so......
so stress now. got to go sleep now and continue my revision tomorrow,. i'll chiong all the way till monday. i'll and i really must. jia you:)

chinese new year?

it has being quite some time since i last update...well, today is the fourth day of chinese new year le... have being working for the past 4 days straight... it's really very tire de... 10-close for 3 days and today 10-9... well i always late for the past 3 days... wahaha... unable to wake up lor as usual...
so many things going on... 7 manager had resign... one of them is tom... well, chito, william, jay and ralph had resign also... everything is so fast... anyway, ask geraldine to settle my verification thing before william go because i dun want to drag till the next training manager then i scare later need to retake the verification again... hopefully my crew leader position is coming soon ba... somehow i had a feeling it will not be easy....
exam coming soon... i promise myself that for the next week, whole week i'll not think of yoshinoya at all... i'll really chiong for my exam this time since this time round i have a target for myself... working really hard towards my target....
i'm just wondering now how can i be a better person.. although its quite a weird and silly question, but i'm still thinking... wahaha... got to go sleep npw...
anyway, reunion dinner quite ok... manage not to quarrel with them...
1 month had past... yet there is still no news from you... wondering how are u now.....
vday coming.... wondering will my prince appear that day? really hope so....
i'm siao liao la... wahaha... got to go sleep liao... goodnight...