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wow... so fast, had being back from redang 3 weeks le... so busy working recently . yoshinoya and cold storage..... john had left yoshinoya le.... roger had left cold storage kovan becoming 01 at eastwood...

had being real busy handling 2 job at the same time. today us my OFFDAY... this week decide not to work yoshi... really tiring and i find that i dun help much lor. my productivity level compare to last time is much much lower and really no point working lor. so ya, take a break this week.

i'll be going australia on the 29apr-9may. so worry that i might miss esther birthday celebration...
i wonder, i had wanted to go Melbourne so much when i was secondary sch time. but why now i was given a chance yet i hesitate so much leh. haizzzzzz.

so many thingssss that need to be done
buy wallet
take stamps
visit my neighbour
tidy invoice
collect contact lens

got to go and do the things le.... byeeeeeee

I'M BACK!!!!

wow... so fast i'm back from redang for one week le. last thursday night finally arrive singapore safe and alive. the journey to redang and back to sg is really horrible. like what yunru said, its like drama. putting us at the wrong jetty, eating roti prata with EXTRA ingradient, waiting for the boat for 1 hour because we miss the previous boat. the journey back even more exciting. boat motor i think over heat and the go and open duno what, hot water splash out on the boat. so worry that the boat will sink la. best part is that day is my 21st birthday. what a nice day ar. so we reach the jetty at 1015am and the bus suppose to leave at 10am. on the boat worry that we will miss our bus. what a nice journey to and back.
anyway, had a great tiMe at redang, snokeling, eating(the food is really cheap), drinking, mahjonging, swimming. and thanks yun ru, ivan, connie adeline and jasmine for the birthday surprise. got to know jasmine during this trip. my impression of her really change and haha.. we click well..... i miss redang... i miss the coral, the food, the ice blended fruit juice, the drinksssss, the wind, the sun and everything in redang.
anyway, today recieve a e-mail from my aunt. i'mm be leaving sg again to Melbourne from 29apr to 8 may... haha. 9 days holiday... yes holiday again. but i start to fear many things again. hope that everything will go on smoothly ba.... got to go... will upload those pics taken at redang next time. I'M PISSED OFF BY MY PARENT. WHY MUST THEY KEEP THINKING IS MY AUNT WHO DONT WANT ME TO MOVE BACK? THE FACT IS MY AUNT IS PERSUADING ME TO GO BACK AND I'M THE ONE WHO DON'T ONE TO GO BACK. WHEN WILL THEY UNDERSTAND THIS? CAN'T THEY CHANGE THEIR MINDSET? IT HAS BEING SO SO SO SO MANY YEARS AND THEY ARE STILL THINKING THIS WAY. DO I REALLY STILL CARE FOR THEM? SO I REALLY STILL LOVE THE FAMILY?I DONT KNOW. THEY ARE JUST HURTING MY FEELING. ALWAYS...

redang here i comeeee

will be leaving for holiday to redang later... wow... have being looking for this for 1 mth plus le... finally the day come... i;m going to throw all my worries, all my problem aside and enjoy this 3 days... yeaaaaaaaahhhhh... hahaha

yesterday went home to celebrate my birthday.. everything goes quite well la..

will be back on thursday then i blog more abt the holiday ba....
i think i really fall in love with u this time... cant stop thinking of you

just let me grumble can?

everyone who is going to pass their 21st birthday should be look forward ba.. but why am i not? bothered by family problem again... yes.. again and again.. i should be immune to all the nonsense le ba. but.... i'm such a failure la.. i might need to move back.. here is the problems... will i be able to be a nurse after i move back? if yes, how to wash my uniform? will i be able to work the 3 shift? if yes, who will be taking the orders?

full of hopes and looking forwards for a new life. yet everything seems like going to be a dream again.. dreams coming true yet going to be impossible again.. so tire of life wor.. endless de..
i wish i could go back too. who will like to be alone, and keep asking friend for help. have a home yet seems like homeless.

Holidaysss

will be going to redang in 11 days time... yea... my first trip in my life and i'm so long forward for it la.. although only 4 days, but still make me so excited... but the bad think is i'm down with very bad cough.. 1 week plus le, but now its on recovery le.. hopefully before the trip i'll fully recover ba.
i'm having holidays now... my final holidays before i step into the working world and the next time i enter the ward, i'll working as a staff nurse le. no longer a student nurse.. wow...

yesterday went for TTSH interview.. everything went by smoothly. should be able to get the job... but i'm still scare.. will i be able to do a good job? will i be a good nurse? i dont know. anyway, hopefully i can go back to ward 7c ba..

cold storage is giving me lesser schedule.. so many ppl on hoildays now... xianyan, pujin, susanti... and me... wah.. so naturally me schedule is lesser lor. i want to give yoshi but then their pay is pathetic. most likely will find a job when i come back from holiday ba. wendy ask me go back mussels guys at vivo. but then should i? the place that bring so much of saddness. does it worth going back there to work?
shall think abt it when i come back ba...

finally come to the end.

so fast 3 years of poly student life is gone. suffering is over... haha... thinking back, for these 3 years i should say what i gain the most is getting to know this particular group of friends.... doing project together... making my poly life so colourful.
i should say thanks so much... whenever i'm feeling down u all will be there for me to cheer me up. i throw temper at u all, but u all will never get angry with me. haha... now thinking back, those memories are sweet and bitter.. thanks for being there for me... thanks for tahaning all my nonsense sometimes(i should say is most of the time ba) haha... really hope that even after grad, we can come out together...

MOoD sWinGGGG

all i want now is someone to chat with me. i just feel so irritated. so frustrated. yet....
i should say i'm very very disappointed with you. am i the one who had change? change to be more sensitive? i don't know.

you may not be reading this, you maybe reading this,. but i dun care. i need a spaces to vent it all out. i keep telling myself its not your fault. its me who is too sensitive and demanding for your time. but i realise i'm wrong. feel so so irritated by you now.

when friends need others, others will be there. but when others need friends, will they be there? i doubt so.............. i

yeahhh... tomorrow my last day in ED.. part 1 of my nightmare is over. part 2 will be coming next week. haizzzzz... operation threatre. streSS again... i think it will be colder then ED ba..... hope everything will goes well smoothly....

chinese new year had just pass. all i can say is this is a tiring and hard work year... since eve of new year eve till the second day of new year, i had been working non stop... i should say till now i still havent got a one day off ba... haha... i choose not to... why should i.... no work no $$ leh.... haha...

got to go to sleep le.. tomorrow moving half of my things to my sixth aunt house... yeah.. i'm moving again.... moving to bukit panjang.... and I"M GOING FOR A HOLIDAY THIS MARCH.... I"M SO LOOKING FORWARD FOR IT...... GOODNIGHT