I HATE YOSHINOYA. WASTED MY 3 YRS WORKING SO HARD FOR YOU YET I DON'T GET ANYTHING. ALL I WANT IS TO GET BACK MY CERT. THE CERT BELONGS TO ME. WHY CAN I GET IT BACK. SINCE YOU ALL WANT TO INSIST TO FOLLOW THE POLICY, DON'T BLAME ME FOR DOING THINGS THAT WILL MAKE YOU ALL REGRET. TRUST ME,

i'm sick again...

few more days before my flight to australia. feel quite stress up.... just recieve an e-mail from aunt. realise that uncle paul knows nothing about my air ticket is full subsidize by aunt. the air ticket is not cheap. haiz... as the time gets nearer, the more i dun feel like going... just wish to stay in cold storage and work to earn money....

this few days again so many things happen... oh ya, i'm going to fight back my EXSA silver award cert from that woman. no matter what. since she knows that i graduate liao, i need to start my nursing job liao. there is no reason she keep on holding for that cert.. i'm not going to rely on those stupid manager. just telling me excuse and excuse. ronald is right. if i really wan my cert, i'll need to fight it back myself. relying on manager can die. today working in yoshi in the morning till 2pm.. really bad.. sales is like less then 400 until 2pm... around 380++ haiz... then worst is i'm having fever and headache.

yea... i fall sick again. and its before my trip again.. last time i fall sick also before i go redang... next week i going aust, i fall sick again. and its the chocolate fault again... CHOCOLATE.... arghhhh....

relationship is so irritating... the person i like never confess to me. yet, someone else just suddenly pop out and confess that he like me. let that someone else name H ba... dun want to expose his actual name... not that i dun like H.. but all along i just treat him as a good colleague who is very helpful and quiet... but then never never came across that he will like me... when i tell my 2 friends, they were laughing like siao ar... then ask my chief cashier for opinion, she also keep laughing la... first time see her laugh so much.... anyway, for this H, i really had to reject.... because i had no special feeling for him at all. regards him as a colleague only...
now i start to think back... why all those people that i once like/ like now, never have surprise.. instead, its those who is normal friends, suddenly confess to you... for example: roy, H, ube,
and those i once like never had any ending also... ET, JL, and now is EL... haiz... why must fate keep playing this kind of joke with me? and the best thing is EL and H has the same chinese name... too qiao le ba... hope everything will end soon and my prince will come and save me soon...

i went missing!!!

2 weeks i went missing again... either too busy to blog or too busy to blog lor. today is my mum and one of my secondary sch friend jun wei birthday... last friday meet up with tian, boon, rong and si sian. went east coast to celebration junwei birthday. had great fun at throwing flour.
anyway, thanks pig family for being there with me since secondary sch time.. the ba cho mee... hahaha... but somehow i find that junwei seems like difting away from us since he had a gf le...

then last sunday went back home to celebrate my mum birthday... everything was ok but i feel so stress up whenever i think of moving back to stay... as the days pass one day by one day, its nearer to stepping out the first step.

this month really finance crisis for me sia... rebonding, mother birthday cakes, transportations, seeing doctor because of my face and meals expenses..

this week will be busy working week again.. monday tuesday friday saturday and sunday cold storage, wednesday yoshi, thirday see doc at tampines again, saturday after work will be meeting him and go eat sakura...


i hope my pay will come faster....

i regret what i had done yesterday

so updatesss

wow... so fast, had being back from redang 3 weeks le... so busy working recently . yoshinoya and cold storage..... john had left yoshinoya le.... roger had left cold storage kovan becoming 01 at eastwood...

had being real busy handling 2 job at the same time. today us my OFFDAY... this week decide not to work yoshi... really tiring and i find that i dun help much lor. my productivity level compare to last time is much much lower and really no point working lor. so ya, take a break this week.

i'll be going australia on the 29apr-9may. so worry that i might miss esther birthday celebration...
i wonder, i had wanted to go Melbourne so much when i was secondary sch time. but why now i was given a chance yet i hesitate so much leh. haizzzzzz.

so many thingssss that need to be done
buy wallet
take stamps
visit my neighbour
tidy invoice
collect contact lens

got to go and do the things le.... byeeeeeee

I'M BACK!!!!

wow... so fast i'm back from redang for one week le. last thursday night finally arrive singapore safe and alive. the journey to redang and back to sg is really horrible. like what yunru said, its like drama. putting us at the wrong jetty, eating roti prata with EXTRA ingradient, waiting for the boat for 1 hour because we miss the previous boat. the journey back even more exciting. boat motor i think over heat and the go and open duno what, hot water splash out on the boat. so worry that the boat will sink la. best part is that day is my 21st birthday. what a nice day ar. so we reach the jetty at 1015am and the bus suppose to leave at 10am. on the boat worry that we will miss our bus. what a nice journey to and back.
anyway, had a great tiMe at redang, snokeling, eating(the food is really cheap), drinking, mahjonging, swimming. and thanks yun ru, ivan, connie adeline and jasmine for the birthday surprise. got to know jasmine during this trip. my impression of her really change and haha.. we click well..... i miss redang... i miss the coral, the food, the ice blended fruit juice, the drinksssss, the wind, the sun and everything in redang.
anyway, today recieve a e-mail from my aunt. i'mm be leaving sg again to Melbourne from 29apr to 8 may... haha. 9 days holiday... yes holiday again. but i start to fear many things again. hope that everything will go on smoothly ba.... got to go... will upload those pics taken at redang next time. I'M PISSED OFF BY MY PARENT. WHY MUST THEY KEEP THINKING IS MY AUNT WHO DONT WANT ME TO MOVE BACK? THE FACT IS MY AUNT IS PERSUADING ME TO GO BACK AND I'M THE ONE WHO DON'T ONE TO GO BACK. WHEN WILL THEY UNDERSTAND THIS? CAN'T THEY CHANGE THEIR MINDSET? IT HAS BEING SO SO SO SO MANY YEARS AND THEY ARE STILL THINKING THIS WAY. DO I REALLY STILL CARE FOR THEM? SO I REALLY STILL LOVE THE FAMILY?I DONT KNOW. THEY ARE JUST HURTING MY FEELING. ALWAYS...

redang here i comeeee

will be leaving for holiday to redang later... wow... have being looking for this for 1 mth plus le... finally the day come... i;m going to throw all my worries, all my problem aside and enjoy this 3 days... yeaaaaaaaahhhhh... hahaha

yesterday went home to celebrate my birthday.. everything goes quite well la..

will be back on thursday then i blog more abt the holiday ba....
i think i really fall in love with u this time... cant stop thinking of you

just let me grumble can?

everyone who is going to pass their 21st birthday should be look forward ba.. but why am i not? bothered by family problem again... yes.. again and again.. i should be immune to all the nonsense le ba. but.... i'm such a failure la.. i might need to move back.. here is the problems... will i be able to be a nurse after i move back? if yes, how to wash my uniform? will i be able to work the 3 shift? if yes, who will be taking the orders?

full of hopes and looking forwards for a new life. yet everything seems like going to be a dream again.. dreams coming true yet going to be impossible again.. so tire of life wor.. endless de..
i wish i could go back too. who will like to be alone, and keep asking friend for help. have a home yet seems like homeless.