at least today my life seems to be really back to normal.... able to eat a proper meal.... able to bring myself to smile during work.... and finally one day not crying.... past few days had being crying for some/ no reason.... but at least today seems normal already... and i'll be strong... life goes on... no matter what...
decided to let things remains as it is....
if something is meant to end..... no matter how hard we tried to continue it, there is no point.....
but when things are meant to be continued, how hard we try to end it we can't....
so shall let things remains as it is.... and no matter what is the outcome, i promise myself... i'll be strong and face the reality... will not hurt myself anymore.... will not regret anymore.... just let it come and goes by itself ba... will not purposely provoke it, will not cold room it either:P
yea.... tmr finally can go back cs and work le.... i will be back my own self.... i'll be back to he cheerful gal... chatterbox... i'll be back to who i am. what has past has past. what has being done cannot be undone. all i can do is learn from the lesson and not make the same mistake again...
i need to be strong... i cant give up as there are ppl who still have high hope on me...
yes.... SHUWAN IS BACK TO NORMAL SELF..... its time to let go of the past...its time to look forward and not backward anymore le... gambateh....
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