endless problems, endless worries

so long i never update le... really busy with tonnes of things that should be done earlier...
holidays ended... school started... got our project topic, and start to worry a lot. this time round, since it is our last major project, i shall put in all my effort and not rely on my project mates anymore, i'll learn to be more independent... other modules project also start to pour in... this weekend i really need to go through and see all the deadlines.... year 3 will be the toughest year... it will also be my final year... next year at this time, i believe and hope that i'll be rwritting my resume and going for interview....
updates on my part time jobs... firstly yoshinoya... i just can't understand myself why am i so soft hearted.. so much things had hurt me.. that sunday i saw this person from bugis at kovan after i work... shall name him as CL.. he is a very nice guy and we gets along very well after one incident that happen at bugis while i was attach there.. i also trust him, believing that he is not the sort that will gossip... but after today, i know that he is wearing a mask. he saw me that day at kovan and we had a very nice talk. about 1 hour plus.. i tell him all my unhappiness at yoshinoya. he told me that if i want he can help me to tell apple(a area in charge and store in charge of bugis) to transfer me to bugis.. but i told him that i had decide to leave and even if i want to stay, i'll stay at great world city.. then after that, i think Monday or Tuesday, john called me to tell me that the service excellence course will be 5 may and he ask me if i'll be attending. i told him i'll be attending la. then today i call geraldine. what i heard really shock me. belinda got to know that i want to resign. she also know that i'm working at cold storage. what shock me isn't this.. what shock me is that she heard that from apple.. i regret knowing another hypocrites. i hate that.. apple say that she saw me at kovan working. but i know the truth is that CL went to tell her... maybe CL is just another person in yoshi who like to lick the manager boots ba... i hate this kind of ppl. in order to get promoted, gossip and get ppl into trouble. haizzzzz... then ger say when i return, i'll be standing in kitchen.. i feel like telling her that no need already.. all i'm waiting for now is just the certs that belongs to me. those certs that i deserves to get last year. i feel like sms her and tell her that now what i want is just to help her out in the counter and i no longer waiting for crew leader. as usual, after belinda know that i want to quit, she ask geraldine not to let me quit.. i just feel very... last time when i want to quit, she told me that i can transfer back with geraldine. and i got transfer after 2 months.. i'm fine with it. now i want to resign u gave me another offer saying that want to promote me... i just want to let u all know that what i want now is no longer the position. i got use to cold storage and i'm happy there. anyway, i'm going to give them once a week schedule with 6 hour working hour.. nothing more... just to keep my names there and get the awards:)
cold storage is a very challenging place to work. although its tough, but its challenging. and the main thing is i can see that the people there appreciate me. they treat people equally... i started my own counter and the second day, i'm out of the service counter already... so happy... but working there is really busy de:) but i like it... heehee...
this semester time table got 3 days 8am lesson per week.. i really hope that i'll not be late for 8am lesson... shall end here and continue tidying my room.... goodnight...