haiz... today is saturday... normally people will go out to enjoy themselves on saturday... but me? from 9am-11pm, i'm working.... why must i work? why can't i enjoy my weekend going out with my friend? why must i torture myself making myself so tire and lifeless.....
this thursday is labour day... i'll be starting to work at yoshinoya again... every thursay from next week onwards... that will mean, monday i'll be having hi club till 8.30, tuesday end class at 6pm, wednesday going NUH to do research project, thursday working after school, friday research project, saturday and sunday working at cold storage.... what is this? why my life must be so pack with things that i dont really wish to do?
today got new uniform from cold storage... they are changing uniform so at the same time i got 2 sets.... its so UGLY... really look like ITE student... and worst still its shirt and skirt.. haiz... will be having a hard time soon....
I WANT TO CHANGE MY BAD HABIT OF SLEEPING AND REFUSE TO WAKE UP... now i'm having a hard time every morning waking up... like to sleep back which end up most of the time missing lesson....
recently i find myself quite weird... i have a intention of moving back home.... i dont know why... just having the intention to do so.... i must be mad and out of my mind.. but i really miss them very much... my younger sister, my elder sister... and my parent... must be very shock ba... but i feel that they had change... will these change be permanent? no one knows...
my new hair cut is driving me crazy... it curls to badly until its so hard to handle la... getting more and more like a mop liao... omg.... haizzzzz...
got to go sleep liao.... very tire also.... goodnight
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