Wednesday, May 21, 2008

everything is my fault

its all my fault for being so hot temper and unreasonable. its all my fault for throwing temper at you. io had being trying to keep my temper down. i hate myself. but i dun like ppl telling me what to do when i didnt even try the thing yet. i kept quiet for the first time, but second time she say that again. well, everything is my fault. i;m unreasonable. but why in the sms u say that i always treat u like that and never treat one of our group friend like that? what has it got to do with her? i wont do that to them is because they never tell me what to do. i'm always the one asking them what to to when i duno or when i had try and cannot make it. then i'll ask them. not like you. when kylie and the trainer just told us what to point, before i can see my PDA, u told me what to do. why can't i explore it then u tell me?


mood swing had being my biggest problem recently. i try to control. be it at work or in sch.
i always try very hard to control. listening to music. trying to avoid people. well. best thing is to avoid all the people around me. maybe that is the best ba:)

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