yesterday is labour day... working both yoshinoya and cold storage.. i really duno why am i torturing myself like this... wednesday evening went back to yoshi to work... then ytd morning 8am i reach cold storage and work till 2... rush to yoshi and continue work till close.. today as usual, miss morning 8am lesson and took cab down for 10am lesson... had been spending a lot especially on cab fee.. what am i trying to do? why am i having such a difficult time waking up? io really wish that i could wake up early and take bus to sch.. haizzzzzz.........
I WANT MYSELF BACK.... feel so trouble nowadays yet decide to keep it in me and not letting go...
went to Jurong point on wednesday after school to watch movie and buy may's present.... after movie, when to kopitiam where yunru and adeline get a drink... sat there for abt 15min..
so many things flash through my mind...i miss mrs mona... the place where we last met....because of you, and your believe in me, i had been telling myself not to give up... but before i could wear the staff nurse uniform, u left me... before i could let u feel proud of me, u left... that period of time is really painful... i threw temper to friends around me, i work everyday after school not want to bother abt studies... but u make me realise one thing... even when u pass away, u will be looking after me... u are always in my heart... on the first day i wear the staff nurse uniform, i'll sure go and visit you...
we dun really appreciate and cherish the people around us until they are gone... and i regretted by delaying 2 weeks meeting you... i regretted not contacting you often...
so many decision and things we do in life make us regret..
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