happening life

i'm making full use of the time recently... Did so many things to the extend of only sleep 4-5 hour for continuous 2 days.. furthermore is weekend.. the days that i can get more hour of sleeps....

Cold storage is really a stressful place to work in. From the moment u enter the counter to the moment u go break, u work non stop. then after break to
the time u end your shift, there is also non stop de.. Legs are breaking. so physically tire from standing and taking heavy stuff like rice and soap powder. didnt realise that those things are so heavy until i start working. mentally tire from memorising the code and studying in sch. when reach home still need to tire my room. my room is going from neat to untidy liao. i need to start that. then still have the drug discovery last weekend. friday do till very late.

what am i working so hard? earn more and spend more. i really need to cut down my expense. i'm going too far. haizzz....

handling cold storage and studies and already so tough. i still need to give yoshi once a week of my time. really duno why am i so foolish. why clement can dont work for so long and his name is still in the system and why must i commit myself so much to yoshi. still wondering what CL told me. although i hate this person to core, but still those things that he last time told me really make sense. if a person care for me so much, i won't have to wait for 6 month still havent go for course and not promoted. They are just making use of me yet why am i still so willing to let them make use of? i don't understand myself. willing to waste my time going to work and spend my time giving mailers, doing lobby work. what is this? i really wish that i could be more heartless.

people always say money not enough. for my case, it should be time not enough. i just need more time.

tomorrow there will be Drug discovery presentation and mini quiz. hope everything goes well and hope the person will come.

Can't expect the world to understand us. we should try to understand the world. This is what i learn today. :)