stressful and tire

life had being super stressful... firstly the impact of failing 2 module common test out of 3 common test really make me feel like withdrawing from nursing... really want to give up.. what is the use of making myself so stress and tire?

then yoshinoya recently also the other problem for me. geraldine had been sms me for the past 2 day asking me when i can work next week... really duno how to reply her... feel so bad but when think back, i'm not at fault also what. if at the beginning you all know how to appreciate staff that work hard, things won't turn out this way le right...cuimin, mdm kho and me won't had left for a better job. i wonder what will happen if i still don't reply her.. will she hold my pay?

next week got 2 major assignment due...
WPD reflective journal, DD also due soon... must start le... 10 page report leh... furthermore i fail that module during common test... must really work hard on that assignment to pull up my mark...

next week onwards, every saturday will have remedial classes for NS5... feel like secondary school time wor... but really hope can get over that asap...

got to cut my working hours at cold storage liao... really need more time to focus on studies le...
btw, today $$ tally again... so happy...

yesterday took a bus and pass by my secondary school... i really miss secondary school time badly.. attending math lesson is the best... everything seems so easy... for physics class, i'll never forget Mr Tan Puay Eng saying "physics is so easy" POA class, Mr Lee(LKC) saying "POA is so logic.." Ms solastri class everyone so stress... i really miss secondary school time... if time can go back, i'll choose to go back sec sch time.

i wonder if time can go back to when i just enter nursing, will i still take the same path, choose to work and study at the same time or will i sign up bond? will i still be emotional and stay at yoshinoya?

i really regret choose to work at yoshinoya while waiting for o level result. if i had chosen a higher pay job, will i be so stress over $$ now?

find life is so meaningless. its just about work and studies... wanting to get good result and manage work at the same time... so tiree.........