right now, turning on my lappy wanting to continue my nursing management assignment. but my mind is now blank... result from being too tire ba....
yesterday early morning recieve miss call from cold storage... called back thinking that its was about the $ 50 missing other gift voucher. so i called back. but no la... they are asking if i can work yesterday night. but i say cannot because was planing to do the assignment.
but guess what... geraldine called and ask me to go help because japanese was in singapore and she really dun have anymore strong staff. mdn kho resign, cuimin thingy..... so she ask me to help. and what to do... i must be crazy and out of mind... i agree... i reject a $6/hr job and agree to work for $3.70/hr job. was so angry with myself. why must i be so emotional and why must i be so soft hearted.... i reach great world city and ronald pass me the payslip... why must i about to resign le then they will transfer me to great world city? i had been there for 4 months plus and they never bother to do a transfer from clarke quay to great world for me. nobody bother to ask. now i want to resign le then you all treat me so well. i don't need that.
i'm so happy at cold storage now. compare to yoshinoya, i rather stay at cold storage. yoshinoya people had hurt me so much. esp harbourfront and great world city. the scar is there and nothing can be done to make it heal anymore. trusting and waiting.... i dun have that much time to wait anymore. 6 more months left and this will mean that i can never be able to reach the level i want. so what for staying there. do you think i'll still believe you when you say that i'll get promoted to crew leader? i had given up hopes. i rather choose something where i can earn more within this 6 months..... and i'm glad i did that because i get to know someone of the same kind from cold storage....
gotta continue my assignment liao... hope i can finish by tonight ba,......
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