i can't believe it. i have an intention to change job. its just 2 month ago i found this job and now i have a intention to find another one. what's wrong with me? last time i hate changes. that's why i still at yoshi for 2 year.. unwilling to adapt to new environment, unwilling to learn new things. but i finally took out that step out and now i'm thinking to start all over again at a new place... i must be crazy le right... then today someone told me something which i think wake me up... and i learn something too la... last time when i use to teach counter crews in yoshi, i hate ppl who just learn and just when they are stable, they left... but that is what i'm going to do.... how will those people who taught me before feel?
but on the other hand, one of the reason why i want to left yoshi is also because of money... i need money... not only to spend, but also to pay my school fee. that is why i work so hard at cold storage. forcing myself to work at the beginning because at first, it is really tough. i got to force myself to learn fast. the forcing myself to adapt the place. the main reason is i want to earn more $$. agreeing to work full shift, wanting to work full shift... how much i wish i could be other, going out on weekend... but still i work... now is holiday and it is the best time for me to earn half of my school fee for next sem... although with that stupid project, i still can work... but.... what will i be doing next week? slacking... i dun wan... i need $... but they dun need part time that much le.... i know that. but what am i suppose to do now? school fee will be deducting soon and here i am cannot work... i really feel very irritated.. at yoshi, i feel that i'm just a ball.. which outlet need me for PQC or to push up the sales, they will put me there for attachment. till now, although i had being working at great world for so many months, my name is still under clarke quay.. so what i get good comment from service i have given to customer? NO USE... at cold storage, i feel like a spare tyre... when they are short of staff, i can work.. when they need staff, my working hour will be cut... is this what a part timer deserve?
i want to quit... but i cant..... and i dun feel like quitting.... sound so crazy....
what am i suppose to do? what can i do? i'm so lost... so tire...
can tell me what to do?
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