did i overwork or am i too weak?

somehow i realise that i had lost interest in a lot of things recently. surfing net, working and a lot more things that i enjoy doing last time.

yesterday is my last day at crocodile warehouse sales... yo, i'm so happy... after that went to eat no signature de chili crab and pepper crab... yummy yumm... then fourth aunt drive me home and she also give me a hongbao ask me to give fourth aunt. end up, when she reach home, she sms me and tell me that hongbao is for me... feel so happy at the same time guilty. the reason why i dun want to take money from aunt this few years is because i feel that because of me, my aunt and my parent relationship become worst and i'm the cause of it. and if now i still take the money from them, i feel like as if i'm using them like that. i duno how to say la, but..... haizzzz.
this few weeks i had to buy at least 2 more shirt as all my shirt is like cannot make it liao... really got to buy at least 3 piece of shirt.


today after class, went for hi club... really enjoy a lot. then today we do the formation of the performance... its so fun... really enjoy going hi club...

today handed in the sickening nursing research assignment. pass few days had been really stress up over this individual assignment. start to dislike one of my friend... i tell myself last time that its because she too stress up that time so she is unreasonable. but yesterday and today, i got so piss off by her... its like... the article that i'm doing, she say cannot. then yunru and ade say can. worst still i had done 90% of the assignment and i was just doing the touch up on the font. then she keep insisting that the article i use cannot.... really feel so irritating... then today saw this person. then she ask again. cause last night i told her today i'll go find the lecturer and ask but i didn't because too tire. then i saw her and she ask if i got ask the lecturer anot. she think that my article cannot leh. i was like so tire and finish my assignment and she keep saying my article cannot be use.. its kind of irritating la... so what if hers can? i just feel so irritated...

down with one more assignment. i'll work hard no matter what happen.