so many things happening.

so many days lack of sleep
so many days miss morning lesson
so many days feeling down

what happening around me? so many projects... endless...
yesterday finally finish with one of the presentation. pharmacology on peptic ulcer. it was a stress one. first presentation for ms Josephine. very worried that our group will not score well because she is a super strict lecturer which like to pick thing to penalise us. but to our surprise yesterday, we got full mark for our presentation. really so scary.....

few days ago, to be specific, on sunday night, someone sms me and tell me that he love me. i cried. because i and him knows very well that it is impossible for us to be together. he is an Indonesian malay and i'm a singaporean chinese. not trying to be racist but i believe everyone knows how hard will it be to continue a relationship with different races people. furthermore he will be going back to indonesia next monday. furthermore, to me, he is like a big brother.
never had the thought of getting into a relationship with him... but i myself also duno why, when i recieve that sms, i cried for what... tomorrow will be going out with him for a lunch. hope everything goes well ba.. monday will be going changi airport to sent him off too. haiz... will miss lesson again....

npco public performance will be on this sunday @singapore conference hall. so scary... but manage to play one song liao. i dun like two of the members there. they are so sarcastic. they said just now in front of us leh" i dun need to worry so much liao. there are people who are more not familiar with the tune then us." they are refering to me, jialing and shiping. i tell u, i really feel like throwing my whole pipa on the two girls face la. both of them are not in pipa de. one is zhong rang and one is liu qing. they don't know how hard it is to play pipa lor. stupid PIGS.

so many more projects to do. 1 more pharmacology, nursing research also had a few, then duno is ns 1 or ns2 still have one more to go. haizzzz sleepy sleepy and sleepy... tire tire and tire.
tomorrow meet him and co practice on the night.
saturday work crocodile
sunday public performance. haizz

yesterday night i sms geraldine and i ask her, next week schedule i'll still give central right, then today morning then she reply me. her reply gives me a shock. she said no. give great world city ur next week schedule. i was like huh????? lots of question marks la. then i ask her, did she quarrel with osthamn, she say no. luckily no.... so next week onwards i'll belongs to great world city staff... yeah... but sad thing is i didn't have the chances to say goodbye to my friends at central. haizzzz. will go there and visit them one day de....
got to go sleep liao... good night....