today second day of school le... manage to attend the 8am lesson for continuous 2 days... so happy... hope it can last me... i dun want to get anymore warning letters le...
tomorrow friday... no school... yeahhh... but need to go yoshinoya to work... sian... saturday and sunday at crocodile... next week will be a busy week for me... whole week had chinese orchestra practice from monday to friday then next sunday will be the performance le... so scare... but next week i'll be super tire la... everyday practice ends at 10pm... haiz....
today went back home to return the necklaces and bracelet... saw the house that i had stay for 7 years... so many happy and sad memories just flash through my mind... so sad that i cried... i miss my house... the beds... last time, lack of sleep never in my dictionary... but now enough sleep is not in my dictionary... so many things need to be done... all the homework, assignments, group projects... when will this stop? i'm really so tire...
somehow sense that someone like me... but i don't wish to hurt myself anymore.... from what i know, he is a nice guy... a very nice guy who will cook for me when i'm hungry at work... but its impossible for us to be together... after all, he is of different race and different nationality...
am i just oversensitive? who will not be sensitive if a guy call u honeys...
i'm so glad that i had such a nice friend like him... but just wish to keep the nice memories and put other thoughts aside... after all, he will be leaving soon.... on 14 jan he will be leaving le... so sad that i had 1 less good colleague to work with le.... so sad... just hope that i'm thinking too much as i know very well that i don't have the time to get into a relationship and hurt myself... haha... maybe my mr right is not here yet ba... haha... got to go sleep liao....goodnight....
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