suddenly realise that things are changing so fast....so fast so fast... i need time to rest...
•first is my npco... so stress because performances coming soon yet i still not very sure about the piece i'm going to play...
•next is crocodile... working there is really tiring and stress... don't know how to say but, the customer there are so... so many customer... so fussy customer.. so busy doing things... when customer come, all come at one time.,.. when free, really free until nothing to do... free time folding clothes... busy time, climbling up and down looking for clothes... so tire.... haizzz. really very tire working there...
•next will be school work.... so many projects.... pharmacology, nursing research and tutorial homework... help me.... worst still i fail my nursing research paper and yet i did not dare to tell my aunt... i know they will be very disappointed one... so better don't tell lor.... and i still have a retest and remedial for this paper...
•next is the yoshinoya... geraldine is now at great world city... i went there for attachment as i heard from osthman that great world city yesterday 1+1 close only... so i say i want to go help... then when i reach there i saw so many staff. i start to wonder if geraldine really need me anot... then geraldine ask me to sit down and talk... she told me that monica want me to be at great world city and belinda mistaken that geraldine want to sabotage osthman... that is not the truth lor... geraldine did tell monica regarding the agreement that osthman will talk to me first lor... then now osthman want geraldine to exchange one staff with me... but the problem is geraldine herself also not enough staff how to exchange staff... then i feel that because of me again, people get unhappy with each other... why? if they had let me resign in the first place, all this won't happen right.... really feel so stress now working in yoshi... monica and belinda... one of them want me at central try pull up the sales, one want me to be at great world to help up because central is.... then what u want me to do? then geraldine say finally both of them ok with me going to great world, now end up that osthman... shall wait for geraldine to talk to him ba... haizzzz
•one more problem is the ube... one of the best colleague i had in central.... he will be leaving singapore next next monday.... then few days ago, he start to sms me weird weird things.... he called me honey, saying he miss me, then yesterday i work with him, the way he look at me, so weird.. then when i ask him is there anything he want to tell me, he say no... today he sms weird things again...he wrote' hi honey, what you doing now?i hope you have a nice dream in your sleep and you have meet me in that dream... good night'... after i read i was like... what's happening here? to me, i can say truth that ube is a nice guy that i can work with... he is a indonesian... 21 years old... but to me, he is like a brother to me... nothing else... just like ah shun.... a very kind person and i call him kor kor... that goes the same for ube... but the things he sms me, it make me misunderstand him.... wat is he thinking of? haizzzzzz... why must it be always the beginning of the year that i always face this kind of problems.... last year also like that... he from sakae and hime from mussel guys.... bith hurts me so much that i lost trust in man.... this time round is ube... i trust him... he is a nice guy... but it is impossible for us... firstly, race... secondly citizenship.... thirdly, he is going back indonesia... u can't expect me to get into a long distance relationship.... i just wish to get into a simple relationship with a simple guy is it really that hard?.. if it is really that hard, i rather i don't want any bf... i dun wish to hurt him.... just hope that i'm just thinking too much ba.... it must be i'm thinking too much.....
got to go to sleep liao... i'm wondering why i feel so sleepy even though i sleep so many hours... haizzzz..... always lack of sleep and lack of time.... haizzzzz
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